I plan to be not emo, and I shall try not to be emo.
Anyway, I'm going to relearn violin again! Yay! But it had been 4 years since i hav touch my violin, i wonder how small have it shrank( or actually it's me that grow bigger, not that the violin shrink).
And today, I am so "Yuan Wang". Sherina and Priscilla accused me of things that i THINK i did not do. Then nick said I was suaning him, when apparently, i wasn't even talking to him at all! Today is a bad day. Just hope it doesn't get worse during the Liverpool match later on. I really hope Liverpool can beat Everton. I don't want my day to get any worse. Maybe its that Buddha is punishing me for committing that sin I committed on friday after the sports meet.. I'm so SORRY!!! I truly am.. I shall pray to Buddha later on and I shall know what I have to do...


Ohya, back to the topic. What is this Secret I can never see again? It's this wonderful creature, I just can't explain.. And at times I wonder when can I see you again.. Your looks, your facial expression, your mysterious-ness, your absolute beauty and best of all, your wonderful yet mysterious presence I feel.
But yet, I am troubled, as I know I can never see you again.
I shall now, pray, and try to forget You. You. You.
P.S I am not emo-ing.
I'm starting to love this song. Duno why.
When It All Falls Apart"

I'm having the day from hell,
it was all going so well (before you came)
And you told me you needed space,
With a kiss on the side my face (not again)
And not to mention (the tears I shed)
But I should have kicked your (ass instead)
I need intervention
Attention to stop temptation to scream

'cause baby

[chorus:]
Everything is F'ed up straight from the heart
Tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart
Gotta pick myself up where do I start
'cause I can't turn to you when it all falls apart
No

Don't know where I parked my car
Don't know who my real friends are (anymore)
I put my faith in you
What a stupid thing to do (when it rains it pours)
And not to mention (I drank too much)
I'm feeling hung over (and out of touch)
I need intervention
Attention to stop temptation to scream

'cause baby

[chorus]

Can it be easier?
Can I just change my life?
'cause it just seems to go bad everytime
Will I be mending?
another one ending once again

[chorus x2]

Falls apart
Gotta pick myself up 'cause things are messed up