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Thursday, March 26, 2009
9:56 PM ;
Does "Anarchy Monarchy"
sounds cool?
i think it sounds stupid
n bryan wants that to be our new band name
lame
-.-

8:20 PM ;
i did a really dumb thing today
i wanted to go self prac
then dno what went thru me
that i went to the toilet and punched the toilet paper cover really really hard
and my hand bleed
ouch
then i was blowing at it
healing
then i accidentally scratched it
-.-
stings like hell!

Monday, March 16, 2009
1:11 AM ;
I came across this cool quote.

"If you want happiness for an hour -- take a nap.
If you want happiness for a day -- go fishing.
If you want happiness for a month -- get married.
If you want happiness for a year -- inherit a fortune.
If you want happiness for a lifetime -- help someone else.
-- Chinese proverb

After reading this, I feel inspired to help more people,
cos i think i am a uncaring, unhelpful, inconsiderate individual.
I must change for the better.

There's also this phrase;
"Time heals all wounds."
That phrase is usually used when pple wanna brush away any hurts or trauma in their lives.
But come to think,
time doesn't heal all wounds
time just passes by
fast when ur having fun
and slow when ur feeling horrid.
I think that phrase is wrong.
It is wad we do in lifes while time is passing that either helps us heal or keep us stuck in the past.

So what i want to do now, to overcome this.
I think i should talk about it. Many pple belif that if we keep it inside, it wun bother us
but i think that its like a balloon,
if pump too much stuff
it will explode.
So if i talk bout it
and let it out in the open
perhaps it gets more manageable?



12:10 AM ;
Ohya
I forgot
FREDERICK ( my tut teacher)
gave me 羅志祥's latest album too!
yea thks man u r nice afterall
lol!
羅志祥 latest album
Trendy Man
was released on e same day as leehom's heartbeat album
lol
like competition ar?
lol
if it were a contest
i think leehom would win by a small margin
cos leehom's songs are nice and soothing
and they are all nice consistently
whereas 羅志祥's songs
are very inconsistent
some songs are fantastic
while some sound like shit
lol
and i dun rly like 羅志祥's electro dancefloor kinda music style
but his ballads are DAMN nice la

Although i say leehom's album wld win
I prefer 羅志祥's album MORE
duno why
lol

Sunday, March 15, 2009
11:35 PM ;
I got leehom's new album.
thks to my tut teacher helping me burn
thks arh FREDERICK
lol
his name is nt frederick bt weichee
but i duno why his msn is tat
lol
lame guy

Anyway leehom's latest album
Heartbeat
quite nice
changed his style again
trying to go into rock'n roll
but to me it seemed like a failure
cos after hearing so many english rock songs ; the beatles, muse, u2, A7X!, yellowcard.. so many
leehom's so-called rock'n roll is like shit
nt vry tradition cos there's many synthesizers n weird-sounding beeps to "enhance" the music
*shrugs* duno.. it just my opinion la
but his ballads are nice and sappy
lol
my fav
track 2; 心跳
damn good

想跟我吵架 我没那么无聊
不懂得道歉 我没那么聪明
好想要回到我们的原点

你又在哭泣 我给不了安慰
我又在摇头 有那么点后悔
爱情的发展已难以回头却无法往前走

但身不由己出现在胸口
两颗心能塞几个问号
爱让我们流多少眼泪

你的眼神充满美丽带走我的心跳
你的温柔如此靠近带走我的心跳
逆转时光到一开始能不能给一秒
等着哪一天你也想起
那悬在记忆中的美好

想跟我吵架 我没那么无聊
不懂得道歉 我没那么聪明
好想要回到我们的原点

但身不由己出现在胸口
两颗心能塞几个问号
爱让我们流多少眼泪

你的眼神充满美丽带走我的心跳
你的温柔如此靠近带走我的心跳
逆转时光到一开始能不能给一秒
等着哪一天你也想起
那悬在记忆中的美好


lol

12:18 AM ;
Yo !
Liverpool Won ManUtd!
4-1 at Old trafford somemore!Old Trafford the so-called 'Theatre Of Dreams" right?
lol now your dreams shall be destryoed old Ferguson eat that!
Hoho
I think ManU should change their name,
to ManUre! Manure.
that's what they are wad.
I just hope liverpool can keep up their good form
continue winning and win the champions league and premier league!
Yay
Ohya. I just realised there's a soccer mag called Football weekly
haha i feel so dumb
soccerfan still duno
lol thx jieyi
now i got Gerrard's Poster!
Yay
Must collect
cos i only have lame posters like Dragonball and One Piece
lol


Ok
here's some GOOD news.
Read it and weep Manure fans

Rafael Benitez might end up having the last laugh after all as his Liverpool side hauled themselves back into the title fight with a decisive 4-1 hammering of 10-man Manchester United at Old Trafford.

The Merseyside giants battled back from a goal down to defeat the Premier League leaders in clinical fashion, Fernando Torres and Steven Gerrard turning the match on its head before the break, with Fabio Aurelio and Andrea Dossena easing Liverpool well clear before the end.

In contrast, it was an day to forget for Nemanja Vidic, who gifted Torres the equaliser before being sent off against Liverpool for second time this season as Benitez's side reduced United's lead at the top to four points, albeit having played a game more.

It represented Liverpool's biggest win at United since 1936 and could yet trigger an amazing championship revival.

Liverpool were the ones who needed the win and there appeared an extra sharpness about them from the start, especially Torres who gave the Red Devils defence a torrid time.

Once Jamie Carragher had recovered his composure after being unsettled by a late switch to right-back because of Alvaro Arbeloa's late withdrawal, they had the edge in vital areas, the hosts no better than their nervy first-half display against Inter Milan in midweek.

Indeed, it was a surprise when United went ahead.

Pepe Reina read Carlos Tevez's through ball for Park Ji-sung well enough but came out too quickly for his own good. When the South Korean nicked the ball away, the Liverpool keeper could not stop.

And though Reina pleaded for leniency, referee Alan Wiley correctly pointed to the spot.

Ronaldo is not the type of player to waste such opportunities and duly dispatched his 17th goal of the season.

Had Sir Alex Ferguson's men been able to hold their advantage for a decent length of time, the visitors might have panicked. But five minutes later Liverpool were level thanks to a rare mistake from Nemanja Vidic.

The Serbian has been virtually foot perfect this season, so much so that he is favourite to win the PFA player of the year award.

But first Vidic let Martin Skrtel's long punt forward bounce when he could have headed it back into the Liverpool half quite easily. Then, he failed to deal with the loose ball, allowing Torres to nip in and streak clear, beating Edwin van der Sar with clinical efficiency.

Conceding one goal was amazing enough for the Red Devils, yet before half-time Liverpool had scored again.

Hull were the last team to score more than once against United in Premier League combat - and that was four-and-a-half months ago.

But when Torres tried to send Gerrard racing into the box and Patrice Evra mis-timed his tackle, the Liverpool skipper found he converted his penalty with the same confidence Ronaldo had shown earlier.

Gerrard's glee was obvious. And Liverpool's lead was fully deserved, condemning Ferguson to his first interval rallying call in league combat at Old Trafford all season.

The Scot injected a greater sense of urgency into his team, even if there was no improvement in their retention of the ball.

Carrick in particular was having a pretty bad day, twice putting his side in danger with wayward passes.

United at least managed to generate some momentum, with Tevez almost getting on the end of a Wayne Rooney knock-back and then rolling a shot on the turn just wide.

Having expressed his `hatred' of Liverpool earlier in the week, the last thing Rooney wanted was to suffer an immediate defeat and a chance for Gerrard - a long-time friend - to gloat.

Yet as time ticked by, that was the fate Rooney was condemned to, especially as Ferguson waited until less than 20 minutes remained before he made the introductions of Dimitar Berbatov, Paul Scholes and Ryan Giggs.

It is the kind of strength Benitez does not have and one of the major reasons why Liverpool have found themselves on the wrong end of a 14-point swing in fortunes since United returned from their Club World Cup campaign in Japan just before Christmas.

What Liverpool have managed to do this season is beat Chelsea and United, against both of whom they have now registered 'doubles'.

Any hope United had, evaporated within a minute of Ferguson's spectacular triple substitution as another woeful first touch, again from Vidic, left the Serbian little alternative other than to haul down Gerrard.

For the second successive game against Liverpool, it brought Vidic a red card and he was still making his way down the tunnel when Aurelio curled home a superb free-kick.

And Liverpool were not finished as Andrea Dossena lobbed Van der Sar to complete a memorable win, whose significance remains unknown.


One more!


Football legend Zinedine Zidane has called Steven Gerrard the best player in the world.

Speaking before Liverpool's crunch game with rivals Manchester United at the weekend, he said: "Is he the best in the world? He might not get the attention of [Lionel] Messi and [Cristiano] Ronaldo but yes, I think he just might be.

If you don't have a player like Steven Gerrard, who is the engine room, it can affect the whole team. When we were winning league titles and European Cups at Real, I always said Claude Makelele was our most important player.

There is no way myself, [Luis] Figo or Raul would have been able to do what we did without Claude and the same goes for Liverpool and Gerrard."


...

u can scorn all u want,

that is why pple wouldn't want to confide in u.

when they got a prob

u scorn.

u deny but it feels like being scorned at.

pple disturb by mocking, that's okay. but scorning? showing derision? that sucks.
i dn lik it.

is it just lousy mocking skills or just pure disrespect for other pple's feelings? it feels like what people think, to u, its stupid or childish or wadeva.


Friday, March 13, 2009
8:05 PM ;
Oh this is a touching song
i feel so emotional now

I Will Follow You Into The Dark
by Death Cab For Cutie.

Love of mine some day you will die
But I'll be close behind
I'll follow you into the dark

No blinding light or tunnels to gates of white
Just our hands clasped so tight
Waiting for the hint of a spark
If Heaven and Hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the NOs on their vacancy signs

If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark

In Catholic school as vicious as Roman rule
I got my knuckles bruised by a lady in black
And I held my tongue as she told me
"Son fear is the heart of love"
So I never went back

If Heaven and Hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the NOs on their vacancy signs

If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark

You and me have seen everything to see
From Bangkok to Calgary
And the soles of your shoes are all worn down
The time for sleep is now
It's nothing to cry about
'cause we'll hold each other soon
In the blackest of rooms

If Heaven and Hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the No's on their vacancy signs

If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark
Then I'll follow you into the dark

Monday, March 9, 2009
5:02 PM ;
Argh im in a dilemma..
crap


this is o level year
-.-

cant help it still
-.-


ohya.
this song is nice.
its "I miss you" by Blink 182
ohya.
btw.
blink 182 is back tgt after a long hiatus!
yay
hope they ll release their latest album faster


(I miss you, I miss you)
Hello there, the angel from my nightmare
The shadow in the background of the morgue
The unsuspecting victim of darkness in the valley
We can live like Jack and Sally if we want
Where you can always find me
We'll have Halloween on Christmas
And in the night we'll wish this never ends
We'll wish this never ends

(I miss you, I miss you)
(I miss you, I miss you)

Where are you and I'm so sorry
I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always
This sick strange darkness
Comes creeping on so haunting every time
And as I stared I counted
Webs from all the spiders
Catching things and eating their insides
Like indecision to call you
and hear your voice of treason
Will you come home and stop this pain tonight
Stop this pain tonight

Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you, I miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you, I miss you)
[x3]

(I miss you, I miss you) [x4]


u were once so unnoticeable
but i noticed u.

Saturday, March 7, 2009
8:46 PM ;
How good would it be if I could time travel!
Wa then it would have a lot of benefits!
Such as
1)No more being late for anything especially band if not HAVE TO WRITE 5000 LINES LEI!
I PROMISE I WILL NOT BE LATE FOR WEDNESDAY MORNING PRACTICE AGAIN.
HAHA
damn lame punishment lei..
it doesn't help us learn,
just pure torture
evil guy

2) turn back time to re-do my mistakes,
such as spending more time with my late grandma
uh.. study harder ( i don't know why, i have no motivation to study -.- so unlike kh where doing maths is his hobby that crazy fellow )

this can lead to many interesting stuff!
wad would u do if u could time travel?
We could all travel to the future where it is the "year 3000, not much has changed but they lived under water" ( that's a song by this cool band "Busted" and horribly covered by jonASS brothers )
and we could all travel to the past and have sex with dinosaurs ( not me, we only know one person big enough to accomplish that feat, WE ALL KNOW! )

If you want to timetravel, here's great news!
Two Russian scientists claim that the Large Hadron Collider (LHC), a particle accelerator in Switzerland, may be the world's first time machine. They're in the process of trying to recreate a miniature Big Bang. They're not sure exactly what will happen, but my guess is destroy the planet somehow. The first particle smash goes down in May, and they believe it may create a rip in the fabric of time, making time travel possible.
this is what mr eng always say but i didn't believe him ( who does?! )
well i hate to amit it but,
wow mr eng for ONCE u are right. FOR ONCE.

i chanced upon this when i was researching on time travel
i think time travelling is a damn COOL thing
and i cant wait those particles-smashing to begin
i bet no one can wait!
( hmm who's damn fat.. how about miss young? haha no no ill get sued.. lets take mr Bara [name changed to protect identity ] haha! )
cos i think everyone is sick and tired of those lame shit animals u see in zoo everyday
what tiger shit so lame
tigers and elephants are nothing to compared to these cool new animals
the
"Mr BaraSaurs"
or
"Jeremsaurs"
or
"MissYoung-Rex"

however,
when will the experiment begin?
how long will it take?
knowing those los-scientists
i bet it will take light years for the bl**dy thing to work
ill already be rotting in my coffin in the underwater world

ohwell,
will the experiment work?
i don't know about that
but once i had some stones colliding with the particles of my jeans,
creating a rip of the surface of rugged material.
But there wasn't any time traveling afterwards,
just a stink and ruined pants.

Monday, March 2, 2009
10:14 PM ;
Bad mood
It seems damn difficult to concentrate in class now
due to the bloody noise pollution right outside my class
i tried to use psychology to minimise the effect on me
such as
thinking the noise pollution as the distortion electric guitars jamming
but it did not help much
cb sia
i think its a contributing factor
to me getting scolded by teacher most of the time
getting sick of it lei
why am i always the one getting scolded
cb
i think the teachers are biased la
they don't check others
only me damn it
ONLY ME!
FUCK THE TEACHERS LA

and yesterday
dumb danial introduced me this band called
fecal christ
its an unknown band
or should i say
unknown.
they don't even play music!
all they do is noise!
its worse than even the heaviest metal bands on earth
seriously.
and their genre is
noisecore
crap la!
its not even supposed to be classified as music!
it's just noise
seriously
you should go hear
total rubbish
lol
but danial told me
it's noisy in a good way
cos after hearing those shit
i've learnt to appreciate music much more
even those that i dislike,
i think it is good now
compared to fecal christ
omg
can't stand it...

afterall
Avenged Sevenfold is the best band there is.
and to shahirah
avenged sevenfold can own jonASS bros upside down anytime!
hahaha!
jonASS bros are hot, of course, to gays!
cos they are fags too
everyone agrees with me