The King

2009-04-16T01:11:00.000+08:00

So here is my
Resolution:
Be more considerate.
Be more helpful.
Be more caring.
Be more hardworking.

Be MUCH less vulgar.
Be less self-centered.
Be less lazy.

2009-04-01T22:18:00.002+08:00

Long time didn't update.
Lazy..

I'm still lazy
so
here:

A song by Weezer
they're my fav band currently
vry nice songs
bt vry few pple know how to appreciate
only now pork n beans -.-
anyway

Heart Songs-Weezer

Gordon Lightfoot
Sang a song
About a boat
That sank in the lake
At the break
Of the morning
A Cat named Stevens
Ffound a faith
He could believe in
And Joan Baez
I never listened
Tto too much jazz
But hippie songs
Could be heard
In our pad
Eddie Rabbitt sang
About how much
He loved a rainy night
Abba, Devo, Benatar
Were there day
John Lennon died
Mr. Springsteen said
He had a hungry heart
Grover Washington
Was happy on the day
He topped the charts
These are the songs

These are my heart songs
They never feel wrong
And when I wake
For goodness sake
These are the songs
I keep singin'

Quiet Riot got me started
With the bangin' on my head
Iron Maiden, Judas Priest
And Slayer
Taught me how to shred
I gotta admit though
Sometimes
I would listen
To the radio
Debbie Gibson
Tell me that you think
We're all alone
Michael Jackson's
In the mirror
I've gotta have faith
If I wanna see clear
Never gonna give you up
Wish me love
Or wishing well
It takes two to make
A thing go right
If the Fresh Prince
Starts a fight
Don't you worry
For too long
'Cause you know
These are the songs

Back in 1991
I wasn't havin' any fun
'Till my roommate said
"Come on and put
A brand new record on"
Had a baby on it
He was naked on it
Then I heard the chords
That broke the chains
I had upon me
Got together with my bros
In some rehearsal studios
Then we played
Our first rock show
And watched the fan base
Start to grow
Signed the deal that gave
The dough to make
A record of our own
The song come
On the radio
Now people go
This is the song

These are my heart songs
They never feel wrong
And when I wake
For goodness sake
These are the songs
I keep singing

2009-03-26T21:56:00.001+08:00

Does "Anarchy Monarchy"
sounds cool?
i think it sounds stupid
n bryan wants that to be our new band name
lame
-.-

2009-03-26T20:20:00.001+08:00

i did a really dumb thing today
i wanted to go self prac
then dno what went thru me
that i went to the toilet and punched the toilet paper cover really really hard
and my hand bleed
ouch
then i was blowing at it
healing
then i accidentally scratched it
-.-
stings like hell!

2009-03-16T01:11:00.001+08:00

I came across this cool quote.

"If you want happiness for an hour -- take a nap.
If you want happiness for a day -- go fishing.
If you want happiness for a month -- get married.
If you want happiness for a year -- inherit a fortune.
If you want happiness for a lifetime -- help someone else.
-- Chinese proverb

After reading this, I feel inspired to help more people,
cos i think i am a uncaring, unhelpful, inconsiderate individual.
I must change for the better.

There's also this phrase;
"Time heals all wounds."
That phrase is usually used when pple wanna brush away any hurts or trauma in their lives.
But come to think,
time doesn't heal all wounds
time just passes by
fast when ur having fun
and slow when ur feeling horrid.
I think that phrase is wrong.
It is wad we do in lifes while time is passing that either helps us heal or keep us stuck in the past.

So what i want to do now, to overcome this.
I think i should talk about it. Many pple belif that if we keep it inside, it wun bother us
but i think that its like a balloon,
if pump too much stuff
it will explode.
So if i talk bout it
and let it out in the open
perhaps it gets more manageable?

2009-03-16T00:10:00.004+08:00

Ohya
I forgot
FREDERICK ( my tut teacher)
gave me 羅志祥's latest album too!
yea thks man u r nice afterall
lol!
羅志祥 latest album
Trendy Man
was released on e same day as leehom's heartbeat album
lol
like competition ar?
lol
if it were a contest
i think leehom would win by a small margin
cos leehom's songs are nice and soothing
and they are all nice consistently
whereas 羅志祥's songs
are very inconsistent
some songs are fantastic
while some sound like shit
lol
and i dun rly like 羅志祥's electro dancefloor kinda music style
but his ballads are DAMN nice la

Although i say leehom's album wld win
I prefer 羅志祥's album MORE
duno why
lol

2009-03-15T23:35:00.001+08:00

I got leehom's new album.
thks to my tut teacher helping me burn
thks arh FREDERICK
lol
his name is nt frederick bt weichee
but i duno why his msn is tat
lol
lame guy

Anyway leehom's latest album
Heartbeat
quite nice
changed his style again
trying to go into rock'n roll
but to me it seemed like a failure
cos after hearing so many english rock songs ; the beatles, muse, u2, A7X!, yellowcard.. so many
leehom's so-called rock'n roll is like shit
nt vry tradition cos there's many synthesizers n weird-sounding beeps to "enhance" the music
*shrugs* duno.. it just my opinion la
but his ballads are nice and sappy
lol
my fav
track 2; 心跳
damn good

想跟我吵架我没那么无聊
不懂得道歉我没那么聪明
好想要回到我们的原点

你又在哭泣我给不了安慰
我又在摇头有那么点后悔
爱情的发展已难以回头却无法往前走

但身不由己出现在胸口
两颗心能塞几个问号
爱让我们流多少眼泪

你的眼神充满美丽带走我的心跳
你的温柔如此靠近带走我的心跳
逆转时光到一开始能不能给一秒
等着哪一天你也想起
那悬在记忆中的美好

想跟我吵架我没那么无聊
不懂得道歉我没那么聪明
好想要回到我们的原点

但身不由己出现在胸口
两颗心能塞几个问号
爱让我们流多少眼泪

你的眼神充满美丽带走我的心跳
你的温柔如此靠近带走我的心跳
逆转时光到一开始能不能给一秒
等着哪一天你也想起
那悬在记忆中的美好

lol

2009-03-15T00:18:00.005+08:00

Yo !
Liverpool Won ManUtd!
4-1 at Old trafford somemore!Old Trafford the so-called 'Theatre Of Dreams" right?
lol now your dreams shall be destryoed old Ferguson eat that!
Hoho
I think ManU should change their name,
to ManUre! Manure.
that's what they are wad.
I just hope liverpool can keep up their good form
continue winning and win the champions league and premier league!
Yay
Ohya. I just realised there's a soccer mag called Football weekly
haha i feel so dumb
soccerfan still duno
lol thx jieyi
now i got Gerrard's Poster!
Yay
Must collect
cos i only have lame posters like Dragonball and One Piece
lol

Ok
here's some GOOD news.
Read it and weep Manure fans

Rafael Benitez might end up having the last laugh after all as his Liverpool side hauled themselves back into the title fight with a decisive 4-1 hammering of 10-man Manchester United at Old Trafford.

The Merseyside giants battled back from a goal down to defeat the Premier League leaders in clinical fashion, Fernando Torres and Steven Gerrard turning the match on its head before the break, with Fabio Aurelio and Andrea Dossena easing Liverpool well clear before the end.

In contrast, it was an day to forget for Nemanja Vidic, who gifted Torres the equaliser before being sent off against Liverpool for second time this season as Benitez's side reduced United's lead at the top to four points, albeit having played a game more.

It represented Liverpool's biggest win at United since 1936 and could yet trigger an amazing championship revival.

Liverpool were the ones who needed the win and there appeared an extra sharpness about them from the start, especially Torres who gave the Red Devils defence a torrid time.

Once Jamie Carragher had recovered his composure after being unsettled by a late switch to right-back because of Alvaro Arbeloa's late withdrawal, they had the edge in vital areas, the hosts no better than their nervy first-half display against Inter Milan in midweek.

Indeed, it was a surprise when United went ahead.

Pepe Reina read Carlos Tevez's through ball for Park Ji-sung well enough but came out too quickly for his own good. When the South Korean nicked the ball away, the Liverpool keeper could not stop.

And though Reina pleaded for leniency, referee Alan Wiley correctly pointed to the spot.

Ronaldo is not the type of player to waste such opportunities and duly dispatched his 17th goal of the season.

Had Sir Alex Ferguson's men been able to hold their advantage for a decent length of time, the visitors might have panicked. But five minutes later Liverpool were level thanks to a rare mistake from Nemanja Vidic.

The Serbian has been virtually foot perfect this season, so much so that he is favourite to win the PFA player of the year award.

But first Vidic let Martin Skrtel's long punt forward bounce when he could have headed it back into the Liverpool half quite easily. Then, he failed to deal with the loose ball, allowing Torres to nip in and streak clear, beating Edwin van der Sar with clinical efficiency.

Conceding one goal was amazing enough for the Red Devils, yet before half-time Liverpool had scored again.

Hull were the last team to score more than once against United in Premier League combat - and that was four-and-a-half months ago.

But when Torres tried to send Gerrard racing into the box and Patrice Evra mis-timed his tackle, the Liverpool skipper found he converted his penalty with the same confidence Ronaldo had shown earlier.

Gerrard's glee was obvious. And Liverpool's lead was fully deserved, condemning Ferguson to his first interval rallying call in league combat at Old Trafford all season.

The Scot injected a greater sense of urgency into his team, even if there was no improvement in their retention of the ball.

Carrick in particular was having a pretty bad day, twice putting his side in danger with wayward passes.

United at least managed to generate some momentum, with Tevez almost getting on the end of a Wayne Rooney knock-back and then rolling a shot on the turn just wide.

Having expressed his `hatred' of Liverpool earlier in the week, the last thing Rooney wanted was to suffer an immediate defeat and a chance for Gerrard - a long-time friend - to gloat.

Yet as time ticked by, that was the fate Rooney was condemned to, especially as Ferguson waited until less than 20 minutes remained before he made the introductions of Dimitar Berbatov, Paul Scholes and Ryan Giggs.

It is the kind of strength Benitez does not have and one of the major reasons why Liverpool have found themselves on the wrong end of a 14-point swing in fortunes since United returned from their Club World Cup campaign in Japan just before Christmas.

What Liverpool have managed to do this season is beat Chelsea and United, against both of whom they have now registered 'doubles'.

Any hope United had, evaporated within a minute of Ferguson's spectacular triple substitution as another woeful first touch, again from Vidic, left the Serbian little alternative other than to haul down Gerrard.

For the second successive game against Liverpool, it brought Vidic a red card and he was still making his way down the tunnel when Aurelio curled home a superb free-kick.

And Liverpool were not finished as Andrea Dossena lobbed Van der Sar to complete a memorable win, whose significance remains unknown.

One more!

Football legend Zinedine Zidane has called Steven Gerrard the best player in the world.

Speaking before Liverpool's crunch game with rivals Manchester United at the weekend, he said: "Is he the best in the world? He might not get the attention of [Lionel] Messi and [Cristiano] Ronaldo but yes, I think he just might be.

If you don't have a player like Steven Gerrard, who is the engine room, it can affect the whole team. When we were winning league titles and European Cups at Real, I always said Claude Makelele was our most important player.

There is no way myself, [Luis] Figo or Raul would have been able to do what we did without Claude and the same goes for Liverpool and Gerrard."

...

u can scorn all u want,

that is why pple wouldn't want to confide in u.

when they got a prob

u scorn.

u deny but it feels like being scorned at.

pple disturb by mocking, that's okay. but scorning? showing derision? that sucks.
i dn lik it.

is it just lousy mocking skills or just pure disrespect for other pple's feelings? it feels like what people think, to u, its stupid or childish or wadeva.

2009-03-13T20:05:00.003+08:00

Oh this is a touching song
i feel so emotional now

I Will Follow You Into The Dark
by Death Cab For Cutie.

Love of mine some day you will die
But I'll be close behind
I'll follow you into the dark

No blinding light or tunnels to gates of white
Just our hands clasped so tight
Waiting for the hint of a spark
If Heaven and Hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the NOs on their vacancy signs

If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark

In Catholic school as vicious as Roman rule
I got my knuckles bruised by a lady in black
And I held my tongue as she told me
"Son fear is the heart of love"
So I never went back

If Heaven and Hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the NOs on their vacancy signs

If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark

You and me have seen everything to see
From Bangkok to Calgary
And the soles of your shoes are all worn down
The time for sleep is now
It's nothing to cry about
'cause we'll hold each other soon
In the blackest of rooms

If Heaven and Hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the No's on their vacancy signs

If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark
Then I'll follow you into the dark

2009-03-09T17:02:00.007+08:00

Argh im in a dilemma..
crap

this is o level year
-.-

cant help it still
-.-

ohya.
this song is nice.
its "I miss you" by Blink 182
ohya.
btw.
blink 182 is back tgt after a long hiatus!
yay
hope they ll release their latest album faster

(I miss you, I miss you)
Hello there, the angel from my nightmare
The shadow in the background of the morgue
The unsuspecting victim of darkness in the valley
We can live like Jack and Sally if we want
Where you can always find me
We'll have Halloween on Christmas
And in the night we'll wish this never ends
We'll wish this never ends

(I miss you, I miss you)
(I miss you, I miss you)

Where are you and I'm so sorry
I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always
This sick strange darkness
Comes creeping on so haunting every time
And as I stared I counted
Webs from all the spiders
Catching things and eating their insides
Like indecision to call you
and hear your voice of treason
Will you come home and stop this pain tonight
Stop this pain tonight

Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you, I miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you, I miss you)
[x3]

(I miss you, I miss you) [x4]

u were once so unnoticeable
but i noticed u.

2009-03-07T20:46:00.004+08:00

How good would it be if I could time travel!
Wa then it would have a lot of benefits!
Such as
1)No more being late for anything especially band if not HAVE TO WRITE 5000 LINES LEI!
I PROMISE I WILL NOT BE LATE FOR WEDNESDAY MORNING PRACTICE AGAIN.
HAHA
damn lame punishment lei..
it doesn't help us learn,
just pure torture
evil guy

2) turn back time to re-do my mistakes,
such as spending more time with my late grandma
uh.. study harder ( i don't know why, i have no motivation to study -.- so unlike kh where doing maths is his hobby that crazy fellow )

this can lead to many interesting stuff!
wad would u do if u could time travel?
We could all travel to the future where it is the "year 3000, not much has changed but they lived under water" ( that's a song by this cool band "Busted" and horribly covered by jonASS brothers )
and we could all travel to the past and have sex with dinosaurs ( not me, we only know one person big enough to accomplish that feat, WE ALL KNOW! )

If you want to timetravel, here's great news!
Two Russian scientists claim that the Large Hadron Collider (LHC), a particle accelerator in Switzerland, may be the world's first time machine. They're in the process of trying to recreate a miniature Big Bang. They're not sure exactly what will happen, but my guess is destroy the planet somehow. The first particle smash goes down in May, and they believe it may create a rip in the fabric of time, making time travel possible.
this is what mr eng always say but i didn't believe him ( who does?! )
well i hate to amit it but,
wow mr eng for ONCE u are right. FOR ONCE.

i chanced upon this when i was researching on time travel
i think time travelling is a damn COOL thing
and i cant wait those particles-smashing to begin
i bet no one can wait!
( hmm who's damn fat.. how about miss young? haha no no ill get sued.. lets take mr Bara [name changed to protect identity ] haha! )
cos i think everyone is sick and tired of those lame shit animals u see in zoo everyday
what tiger shit so lame
tigers and elephants are nothing to compared to these cool new animals
the
"Mr BaraSaurs"
or
"Jeremsaurs"
or
"MissYoung-Rex"

however,
when will the experiment begin?
how long will it take?
knowing those los-scientists
i bet it will take light years for the bl**dy thing to work
ill already be rotting in my coffin in the underwater world

ohwell,
will the experiment work?
i don't know about that
but once i had some stones colliding with the particles of my jeans,
creating a rip of the surface of rugged material.
But there wasn't any time traveling afterwards,
just a stink and ruined pants.

2009-03-02T22:14:00.002+08:00

Bad mood
It seems damn difficult to concentrate in class now
due to the bloody noise pollution right outside my class
i tried to use psychology to minimise the effect on me
such as
thinking the noise pollution as the distortion electric guitars jamming
but it did not help much
cb sia
i think its a contributing factor
to me getting scolded by teacher most of the time
getting sick of it lei
why am i always the one getting scolded
cb
i think the teachers are biased la
they don't check others
only me damn it
ONLY ME!
FUCK THE TEACHERS LA

and yesterday
dumb danial introduced me this band called
fecal christ
its an unknown band
or should i say
unknown.
they don't even play music!
all they do is noise!
its worse than even the heaviest metal bands on earth
seriously.
and their genre is
noisecore
crap la!
its not even supposed to be classified as music!
it's just noise
seriously
you should go hear
total rubbish
lol
but danial told me
it's noisy in a good way
cos after hearing those shit
i've learnt to appreciate music much more
even those that i dislike,
i think it is good now
compared to fecal christ
omg
can't stand it...

afterall
Avenged Sevenfold is the best band there is.
and to shahirah
avenged sevenfold can own jonASS bros upside down anytime!
hahaha!
jonASS bros are hot, of course, to gays!
cos they are fags too
everyone agrees with me

2009-02-26T21:15:00.003+08:00

Another SS question
Quote source: Hunter S. Thompson, Dr Samuel Johnson and Avenged Sevenfold(in song)

Quote: "He who makes a beast out of himself, gets rid of the pain of being a man."
Infer for me can anyone? Thx.

Whoever can infer for me i'll give them all my metal songs! :)

2009-02-24T22:33:00.004+08:00

Omg i just saw the biggest greatest MOST ridiculous poll in the internet.
The poll is:
Who do you think is cooler/hotter?

The Rev?!

or

Joe jonASS?!

LET'S SEE:
THE REV:

OR

GAY SHIT JONASS

I read this and i almost puked my water that i was drinking at that time.
My immediate response:
IS THIS EVEN A FAIR COMPETITION?!
YOU'RE COMPARING THE MOST MOST MOST AWESOME DRUMMER "THE REV" IN HISTORY TO A BLOODY LOSER GAY SHITTY FAGGOT 'joe jonASS"!
OH GOSH I REALLY DON'T KNOW HOW PEOPLE'S MINDS WORK TODAY.
LUCKY IT'S ONLY A SMALL PERCENTAGE OF PEOPLE, COS...
LOOK AT THE RESULTS.

Winner
The Rev : 75%

LOSER:
Joe JonASS: pathetic 25%

THAT'S ALOT FOR THAT FAG ALREADY...

LET ME REPEAT, TO THOSE MINDLESS PEOPLE OUT THERE:

YOU'RE COMPARING :

WORLD'S GREATEST DRUMMER
THE REV

TO

AN OVERRATED TEEN IDOL FAGGOT

SOMEONE PLEASE KILL HIM

2009-02-23T22:32:00.001+08:00

This week is SS week.
That explains the existence of that cartoon
DOWN THEREEEEEE
....
more coming up soon
stay tuned!
:)

2009-02-23T22:27:00.002+08:00

Hi my Fweeennnnnnsssssss -.-
Please answer this question.

Compare the two sources and give examples for the similarity. (7)

Soource F

Source P

2009-02-19T23:01:00.002+08:00

Good day

2009-02-16T22:24:00.002+08:00

SYSTEM OF A DOWN
DAMN GOOD!
Members:
Daron Malakian -Vocalist and guitarist
Serj Takian - Lead singer and Keyboardist
Shavo Adodjian - Bassist
John Dolmayan - Drummer (woots)

Love them!

CHOY SUEY

Wake up
(wake up)
Grab a brush and put on a little make up
Hide the scars to fade away the shakeup
(hide the scars to fade away the shakeup)
Whyd you leave the keys up on the table
There you go create another fable
You wanted to
Grab a brush and put on a little makeup
You wanted to
Hide the scars to fade away the shakeup
You wanted to
Whyd you leave the keys up on the table
I dont think you trust in my self righteous suicide
I cry when angels deserve to die (die)
Wake up
(wake up)
Grab a brush and put on a little make up
Hide the scars to fade away the shakeup
(hide the scars to fade away the shakeup)
Whyd you leave the keys up on the table
There you go create another fable
You wanted to
Grab a brush and put on a little makeup
You wanted to
Hide the scars to fade away the shakeup
You wanted to
Whyd you leave the keys up on the table
I dont think you trust in my self righteous suicide
I cry when angels deserve to die
In my self righteous suicide
I cry when angels deserve to die
Father father father father
Father into your hand I comend my spirit
Father into your hand why have you forsaken me in your eyes
Forsaken me in your thoughts
Forsaken me in your heart
Forsaken me ohh
Trust in my self righteous suicide
I cry when angels deserve to die
In my self righteous suicide
I cry when angels deserve to die

like emo siaaa

2009-02-12T17:30:00.006+08:00

Finally it's nearing the end of an arduous week.
It's the second week that i will have remedials
but i'm still not getting used to it.
Every week's like a storm in the sea and i'm a sailor with a rattan boat trying to brave the violent seas and choppy waters.
Sooner or later my rattan boat would just fall into pieces and
I'll be floating, stranded in the ocean.
I need help!

Anyway recently, i got back several of my tests.
Emaths-Mediocre
Amaths-Dreadful
Chinese-An improvement
Chem-Average
Bio-Appalling
To sum it all up,
taking my series of sec 4 common tests results
was quite a horrifying experience.

It's a really bad feeling to take back your result slip cheerfully,
just to see that you got a lowly B or C or even F!
Students nowadays are to preoccupied with the exams and grade system,
so much that we forget our main purpose for coming to school.

Different people have different purposes,
and to cite an example,
Me.
My main purpose of coming to school is
to learn as much knowledge as i can,
and to also have some fun.
So I ask myself,
during my stint in Temasek sec school,
did i accomplish my purpose in coming to school?
I would say no,
because i have not learn all i can learn from the teachers,
and i did not really had much fun.
That,
is because of me being too preoccupied with my studies and grades that i forgot about the other important things in life,
Family, Friends, Studies, Money, Fun etc...
We should learn to sit back and chill a bit, even if there is a major test or exam tmr!
By studying too hard and too close to the exam date,
we will cram our brain with a lot of stuff,
to the point that our brain may overwork and
in the end,
instead of doing well in the exam,
our brain may break down and the consequences would be worse.
So instead of studying late minute (which will not help much)
one should just watch the television or read a book
and most importantly,
sleep early!

Anyway, to boost students' morale, Bryan Joshua and I have came out with the new grade system!
Let's see,
Grades:
A-Asswipe (asswipe means that it's so awful that one can use the result to wipe one's ass)
B-Bullshit
C-Crap
D-Distinction
E-Excellent
F-Fantastic
See! Now F is the most coveted grade
and one should not be too downcasted if one fails.

As the saying goes,
"失败是成功之母"
which stand for
"failure is the stepping stone to success."

One should not be too caught up with one's failure,
and instead,
welcome the failure and learn from it.
This is very similar to the complain/feedback thing i talked about a few days ago.
Instead of getting frustrated and demoralized by one's failure/critism by others,
one should learn from it and improve!
Learn is the key word.
Do not always think that you have reached the target or that you are perfect.
In fact,
you have much to learn.

So in times of failure,
spread open your arms and embrace failure as you should,
so that you can,
most importantly,
LEARN!

2009-02-08T18:56:00.001+08:00

OMG I WANT!!!!!
I WANT I WANT I WANT!!!!!

2009-02-08T18:18:00.004+08:00

Well,
on sat,
I went to bras brasah with bryan and jordan
and of course,
we visited the most sensible place bras brasah has to offered( all the other shops like shit),
Swee Lee!

It was my first time going to swee lee,
although i heard that it was a great place to visit if one is a musician or has an interest in music.
However,
I think that as an understatement,
because when i entered swee lee,
I was astounded by the wide range of displays swee lee had to offer.
It was quite the messy place,
with bags cluttered and strewn about,
so unlike the high-class design of Yamaha.
But,
When compared to swee lee in terms of music,
Yamaha is kind of pathetic.

I went to Yamaha once a couple of weeks ago,
and they only had 1 drum set on display.
Swee lee,
on the otherhand,
had almost about 20!
It was like (clique) i died and went to drumming heaven!
I wasn't planning to buy any of the stuff,
however,
looking at the really competitive (really ironic due to the fact that there are few/no other music shops in that area) and cheap cut-price,
i was sorely tempted to empty my pockets and buy a drum set.
despite the fact that i had no money!
Too Bad!

Anyway,
I have made up my mind to work after my o levels to save up enough money to buy my first drum set!
I will get the cheapest drum set swee lee has to offered,
people may call me a cheapo
but the drum set would be one that i will most covet,
because it will be bought using my hard-earned money and not money from my parents.
That will be a great difference and you will treasure something dearly when you buy it using your own money.
This is because when people buy things for you,
or you using someone else's money to buy,
you will take it for granted as it is free.
However,
if you work hard for it
and you get it
it is a whole different story.

i walk a lonely road

2009-02-06T20:00:00.003+08:00

Poor poor Kokwee :(
I feel injustified for you..
It's not even your slightest fault cos you weren't the one to complain;
it was your friends..
-.-

and zat,
in my opinion,
is quite unreasonable to just kick kokwee out liddat.
ok,
i understand you tested kokwee and found that he is incompetent.
however,
most people,
including me,
will think that
this is just an excuse to kick kokwee out of syf band just because you thought he complained against you.

Is this revenge of some sort?
I think that it is pretty unreasonable to be kicking a person out of syf band just bacuase they have complained against you.
Another example,
can be 'NObody'.
Her parents complain,
you kick her from syf too.
What the hell bodoh.

And there's just this thing i didn't understand from quite a long time already.
At 2008,
4 council members were announced.
However,
it got reduced to 3.
Why is that so?
Why,
just out of a sudden,
kick 1 member out of the council?
Just because he/she complain?
Lame lei..

Complaints are overrated la..

Just because of mere complaint,
he kick up a big fuss.
"practice cannot"
"blabla cannot"
"complain you can!"
Lame la..

Why can't zat just take a bit of feedback,
be it positive or negative.
One should welcome feedback instead,
and take it as an opportunity to improve oneself.
Yea,
from complaint,
i twisted the word to feedback.
It may mean almost the same in the dictionary,
however,
how one look at it,
makes a colossal difference.
It also shows how you see and take life to be,
how negative or positive you are.
Cup of water.
Half-filled or half-empty?
Your choice.

I walk a lonely road

2009-02-05T23:10:00.003+08:00

As u can see, my blog is revived/resurrected( sounds cooler).
Blog name is changed too, from thekinglife to noonelikesalien.

An great change from a great king to a lonely alien..
Why, u may ask.
probably due to the fact that nowadays,
during this horrible year
where all sec 4s are preparing to take their o levels
the pressure is just piling up on us.
With all the extra remedials and teacher consultations,
one would hardly have time to even revise their work,
not to mention resting..
Furthermore,
there is still cca every tuesday, wednesday and friday.
With the SYFs just round the corner,
with schoolwork yet to be done,
revision to be continued,
the school is already putting pressure on us to perform our best in all aspects,
be it schoolwork, exams, cca..
SO WHERE THE FUCK IS MY SOCIAL LIFE?!
I AM ALIEN.

Do we have the stamina to last through an entire year of studying and revision?
Mrs Ong once asked..
I doubt it.
Not just because of poor time-management or studying methods,
but the lack of mental-preparation when we were in sec3.
I do not even have the stamina to last though an entire week,
this week especially,,
because of the new remedials
not forgetting the mountainous pile of homework
and major tests/exams.
However,
I think it would only be this week that is most tiring,
since we do not have awareness about the remedials and stuff.
Next week would be a much better week for me,
even though the schedule is the same as this week.
This is due to the fact that i already know about the new remedials and thus would be aware and prepared.
Hence,
from this week,
we can learn that mental awareness is extremely important.

I walk a lonely road

2008-11-29T17:30:00.003+08:00

Hey guys,
This shall be my last post.
The King is currently too busy with his stuff
and just can't be bothered to update this rubbish anymore.

I shall just do this zai-.-nal lame quiz
and quit blogging forever.
:D

Tagged by Zainal-.-

1. Do you have secrets?
Of course

2. Would you fall in love with someone younger than you?
Yes.

3. Do you enjoy going to sch?
WHO DOES?!

4. Wat would u do with a million dollars?
I would invest in stocks and make it grow from 1 million to 2 million to 1 billion.

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
Hmmm.....

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Both. If loving someone but the latter don't love back like very sian. Then if being love by someone, imagine ... some hideous creature.. cnfrm vomit la..

7. Who do you idolise?
Myself.

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
Change target la. Like dota if someone choose Rylai,Crystal Maiden, choose Lina Inverse, Slayer lor. There are more than 1 tree in the forest, and if 1 tree is chopped down, pick another one!
But just don't choose a tree in a ebony forest, if you get what i mean. (Ebony is a type of BLACK wood)

9.Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
Yes.. MYSELF.

10. Do you have any regrets?
ALOT

11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
A fully-fledged King.

12. Who are currently the most important people to you?
Family and Friends.

13. What kind of the person do you think the person tagged you is?
Zai-.-nal. I think he is a retard. Jk!

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
I don't care i will/must be married and rich.

15. What is your favourite colour?
White

16. Would you give all in a relationship?
See first. If serious then Yes.

17. What would you do if someone whom you hate ask for your forgiveness?
See first..

18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
Forgive lor. But forget first. Forgetting is the first step to forgivness and being able to forgive is one of the step to attain perfection.

19. Do you prefer being single or having a relationship?
I don't like being single.

20. 6 people I have tagged: N-O-O-N-E-.

2008-10-18T23:06:00.003+08:00

My Post-Exams Reflection

Anyway
i should reflect upon my results.
I didn't do so well.
Who's fault?
Ya lor its mine anyway...
I only studied the day before the actual exam.
HAHA

Too slack already.
But i studied from 8-2! =P
Thanks bryan for talking to me so late..
I thought its was working hard.
But
working hard
should be a constant thing
not just a late-minute rush to your doom.
I should not regret about results already
but resolute
to be working hard constantly
not rush last-minute
that way
i should be able to do well.

And in order to make myself feel better,
i should motivate myself
by saying:
"6 hours of chionging
the day before the exam,
though it is insufficient,
using that 6 hours,
i passed almost all subjects.
so i should not doubt my abilities"
stay confident everyone,
do well for o's,
let's all go to TJC together :D

2008-10-18T23:06:00.002+08:00

Anyway
i should reflect upon my results.
I didn't do so well.
Who's fault?
Ya lor its mine anyway...
I only studied the day before the actual exam.
HAHA
Too slack already.
But i studied from 8-2!
Thanks bryan for talking to me so late.. =
I thought its was working hard.
But
working hard
should be a constant thing
not just a late-minute rush to your doom.
I should not regret about results already
but resolute
to be working hard constantly
not rush last-minute
that way
i should be able to do well.

And in order to make myself feel better,
i should motivate myself
by saying:
"6 hours of chionging
the day before the exam,
though it is insufficient,
using that 6 hours,
i passed almost all subjects.
so i should not doubt my abilities"
stay confident everyone,
do well for o's,
let's all go to TJC together :D

2008-10-18T23:06:00.001+08:00

2008-10-18T23:06:00.000+08:00

2008-10-18T22:48:00.002+08:00

hmm.. took back results..
DON'T WANNA TALK ABOUT IT AR!
SIAN SIAN SIAN
passed everything.. EXCEPT ONE KENA 49 MARKS!
waaaaa
damn sian can bodoh..
i tot record sia first time never fail chinese and ss
then suay suay *PIAK! 49% IN YOUR FACE!*
sad liao

but overall not bad passed alot..
so..
so as to REWARD MYSELF
went LAN!
wahahahaha
that's on thursday..

then wanted to go lan on friday
but got stupid band sian..
bryan was like
eh want skip not i got shirt
hahaha

then sat
did the routine lor
Lan->KFC->Bball->slack with water->bryan's house-xbox->home
lol my life quite boring EVERY sat do the same old thing
but fun haha
andand!
SHUN TOLL IS A FREAKING NOOB OKAY!
in class he keep bragging to me
'eh next time play dota lei
i not bad one blahblahblah'

then he talk about all the items and stuff
say until like he damn pro

then today play lan he join us
WALAO DAMN NOOB CAN!
even when i first started dota also better then him sia
starting only ar..
i farm til lvl2
he stoning there lvl 1
then i use my arrow *piak piak* him abit he die le he still duno
how stupid can he get sia...
bodoh sia..
noob like what bodoh
then i lvl 11 he only lvl 4!
pathetic loser

then after everything
went bryan's house
played xbox
fun sia
even though i suck
nvr play b4 bodoh...
but vry funny
haha
then
noelyn was learning the stupid jay chou song on the piano
"Long Juan Feng"
nice la
but then she keep repeating and repeating
then now that stupid melody stuck in my brain!
lol but nice la..

then qingle tricked noelyn today
damn funny
cos we waiting for her
then qingle call her run run!
then she really run!
hhaha
then in the end she go beat qingle
haha

stupid
ok gtg
dota-time
bye :)

2008-10-14T19:08:00.002+08:00

Monday, as usual again!
Woke up 10+
realised i was late
bathed then chiong to Lan again..
jordan didn't go that day cos he need make IC
played cs
then dota
i swear my dota skills are deproving
or people getting better but i'm not
sian
ziteng, mervyn, wilfred, caleb, yanzhang, wesley, kwan ho went too
ziteng was gay
he damn good
second behind wilfred..
sian i noob..

then kfc-ed
lucky no more atttude bitch already
lol
after food
seperated
bryan me qingle wesley
went to soccer
they bullied me
basket
3 vs 1
unfair sia
then want to chase the ball
stupid bryan go grab me
cannot move
basket sia

then went to the court to play
ok not bad
but suay suay i kick high then bryan's ball stuck at the tree
haha
then bryan idiot go take his bag
throw!
miss
throw!
miss
throw!
stuck!
haha stupid loser

in the end wesley saved the day
he go nearby tree
take the prop stick
go poke the stuffs down
lol
dumb bryan dumb

Tuesday, Today
Boring day in school
sat at back with bryan zaman
got some dumb art comptition
drew rubbish
then went lab go survey
the physics survey was fun
i flamed a teacher
flame like siao!
but the things i said were all true
all facts
just then people didn't dare to say

after that recess time
disater
joshua's psp somehow spoiled when he switch on..
take out batt, card
still liddat
concluded that the LCD screen inside broke
suay suay sia
then joshua didn't seem sad
but can see he is damn sad and damn pissed larh..
he like .. talk alot crap..
then draw emo and sadistic stuff
then blame people for spoiling his psp and stuff..
first time see him so pissed sia

hall got concert
not ba
nice performance
like pro band sia

after
went
guss what?

Lan again!

played
first match win
second match lose
cos wilfred go let bryan farm
the razor
cnnot let razor farm!
he late gamer one sia
then in the end kena own-ed

wilfred give chance cos he kept killing bryan at the starting
then bryan like damn pissed
the fred give chance lor..

then went gym
with jordan n bryan
then home
tiring day

2008-10-12T15:17:00.002+08:00

Finally exams over!
how i spend my holidays
fri: lan, bball
Sat: lan, bball, byan's house
Sun: Sleep at home til 12, dota & onemanga at home
Mon: i duno?
Tues: sian got school.. follow jordan go gym with bryan
Wed:get exams script! wa damn scary!

Sat played lan with fred,bryan, ql, jordan, wes, sings
they played cs first
i came late
then played dota
2nd game was fun-est
fred helped me
lol
wilfred & me V.S jordan,bryan, ql, sings, wes
lol unfair right
but fred pro
keep killing
i lso killed abit
fred used kunkka
new hero
vry gay
i used gondar
i know how to use!
haha
at least i killed like 17
died once
under the hands of bryan using dwarven sniper
assasinate me when my life low
gang somemore

then after lan
went for lunch
kfc
jordan keep complaining about the stupid cashier lady
ya she damn bitch
throw the food one
then jordan damn buay song
purposely ask for some weird stuff
the cashier lady got attitude prob
face like shit somemore
then jordn say she bad mood
cos of her shit face
kena ditched
lol

then played bball
hot
played with some army guys
lose obviously
then buy drinks
go to some duno wad place
bryan lame
then go bryan house
xbox
dinner
then home

2008-10-05T21:12:00.002+08:00

Hey unfair!

I just realised my new blogskin
It has no Jiraiya!
Walao unfair sia!
Jiraiya's one of my fav character!
Fyi, Jiraiya's one of the three legendary Sennin and he's Naruto(main protaganist) 's master.
He roams the world observing Shinobis and writing story books, all under the "orders" of the master Toad telling him to fulfill some prophecy about the great "child" Naruto..
He is like damn pro
and summon giant toads
and become sage mode n all sorts of cool stuff
and is a super big pervert
but unfortunately he got killed by Pain, ldr of Akatsuki..
Sad..
Wow i seem to be writing biography sia
haha

2008-10-04T19:31:00.004+08:00

ouch i got ulcer
2 ulcers in fact
one inside my mouth
hurts alot when i swallow

and another is at an unbelieavle place
dowanna say l8r pple think i freak
its nt the below la dun think sick

hai
anyway good luck to everyone mugging for exams.

Mugging- an assault or threat of violence upon a person, esp. with intent to rob. :)

2008-10-02T00:33:00.004+08:00

This song really reflects my feeling now.
F- it la.
Like you're the only one feeling down.
You're not lor.
Damn it.
Ya ya ignore me lor.
I'm all over you.
All Over You

Yeah he's a looker but i really think it's guts that matter most
i displayed them for you
strung out about from coast to coast
i am easily make believe
just dress me up in what you want me to be
i'll take back what i've been saying
for quite some time now

i've gotta feel you in my bones again
i'm all over you
i'm not over you
i wanna taste you one more time again
i'm all over you.
i'm not over you

in my daydreams, in my sleep
infatuation turning into disease
you could cure me, see all you have to do now is please try
give it your best shot and try
all i'm asking for is love
but you never seem to have enough

i've gotta feel you in my bones again
i'm all over you
i'm not over you
i wanna taste you one more time again
i'm all over you
i'm not over you

this life is way too short to get caught up in all this stuff when i just want you to love me back
why can't you just love me back
why can't you just love me back
(why can't you, why can't you)
why can't you just love me back
(why can't you, why can't you)
why can't you just love me back
(why can't you, why can't you just love)

i've gotta feel you in my bones again
i'm all over you
i'm not over you
i wanna taste you one more time again
(just one more time)

this life is way too short to get caught up and all mixed up when i just want you to love me back
why cant you just love me back
why won't you just love me back
why can't you just love me back

I love this song as well..
You love me too right, song?
Why don't you love me back?
Since no one does anyway.

2008-09-30T19:45:00.000+08:00

Whatsername

Thought I ran into you down on the street
Then it turned out to only be a dream
I made a point to burn all of the photographs
She went away and then I took a different path
I remember the face
But I cant recall the name
Now I wonder how Whatsername has been

Seems that she disappeared without a trace
Did she ever marry 'ol Whatshisface
I made a point to burn all of the photographs
She went away and then I took a different path
I remember the face
But I cant recall the name
Now I wonder how Whatsername has been

Remember, whatever
It seems like forever ago
Remember, whatever
It seems like forever ago

The regrets are useless
In my mind
She's in my head
I must confess
The regrets are useless
In my mind
She's in my head
From so long ago
Go--go--go--

And in the darkest
If my memory serves me right
I'll never turn back time
Forgetting you, but not the time...

2008-09-24T18:08:00.004+08:00

This is bad..

Hav to practice..

Sri Lanka-Causes
Sinhala only policy
because of tamils the minority getting high jobs because of english educated during british rule
after sri lanka takeover, government unhappy because sinhalese is majority, but tamils getting better jobs.
make sinhala the official language of administration.
tamils have to lerarn in 3 years or get fired.

E: tamils are upset by the rules because it will be hard to get jobs or promoted because of their incapabilty of sinhala.
may lose jobs, fee insecure and unfair
feel resentful towards government and sinhalese, increase tension between 2 races..

correct? tell me if wrong..

Citizenship rights:
D: only granted to those live in srilanka or ancesstors in srilanka
as result, tamils no citizenship, stateless,
government granted citizenships to some tamils, but not carried out in full.

E: feel unfair as tamils has contributed to economy, but lack the basic rights to vote, housing, education.
feel discriminated against, start to feel angry and show hostility towards sinhalese, conflict breakout.

University admissions:
D:equal number of tamils and sinhalese entering good uni course b4 1980s.
sinhalese under as majority but only equal sinhalese n tamils in uni. shows sinhalese inferior
government made tamils harder to go good course by placing fixed no. of places for sinhalese and tamils hav to score higher..

E: tamils hav to put in more effort to secure better fututre,,
felt bring discriminated and not given chance to do well
show hostility towards sinhalese
leading to conflict.

Resettlement policy:
government made poor sinhalese peasants, monks and army occupy tamils land
E: tamils feel invaded, and threatened by the army
unhappy, challenge government with disagreements
lead to conflict.

2008-09-06T22:51:00.004+08:00

Here's my SS Project!
Featuring Bryan, Shameer, Zainal, Zaman and Me!
And
Special Thanks to Qingle and Jordan for helping out taking this wonderful video!
:D

Ok off to playing LOTR!
Cya! :D

2008-09-05T22:54:00.006+08:00

Heys..
i didn't post for a long while, didn't I?
lol cos my comp got virus..
99 VIRUS!
so make the whole bloody mozilla lag like
MAD!
andandand
my stupid antivirus
that costs $100
CANNOT DETECT!
thenthenthen
i downloaded the free antivirus
IT DETECTED 99 VIRUS OKAY!
WTH..
i wasted my money sia..
lol sadssss...

anws,
hols gonna finish so soon..
i didn't even enjoy much of it..
cos
Tues and Fri got Band from
9-6!
wth so tiring
can die
then the lunch break is only about 1 hour..
crap..
then today got scolding by zat for being LATE to come back after lunch..
walao he only gave us 1 miserable hour la
and we were only late for 1 minute!
1.15 supposed to reach..
1.16 is late..
then i'm early actually!
i went toilet
then go scare Ginyang cos he disturb me when i was peeing
stupid guy
haha

then zat brought his lil bro to band today
his lil bro played cornet
and is called mat/mut/mud?
i duno..
lol then i was telling ian/singru/nick at kfc..
hey if zat is called zatiman,
then his lil bro is called matiman issit?
then they laughed but i dun understand why so funny..
lol i'm loser... :( lol

My hols was pretty unfruitful too..
Friday: Teacher's Day..
pretty boring..
our class party is like... LAME
then walked about with zaman bryan lor..
then we saw jinyong(ginyang's big bro)
chatted 4 awhile..
then band...

Saturday: Went for tuition at first..
then chiong-ed to Lan cos jordan bryan qingle were waiting for me..
then they were vry bored cos no one to pei them..
so i chiong there lor..
lol
then went kfc(as usual)
and ate the 2pc chicken (as usual)
and used my expired popular card to get discount (as usual)
and they suan-ed me AGAIN (as usual)
hais...

then we went to play basketball for awhile..
i sucked at the normal play..
but then when came to abc..
i owned them.. like mad..
haha i keep scoring..
hehe

then after that we had time to spare and nth to do..
so went to Qingay's house..
but first we went to library
jordan borrowed comp games..
like sin creed n LOTR n DoW
i'm gg to play LOTR soon.. after i completed this crap..

qingle's house the comp is
how can i say..
COOL.
he have 2 moniters
that are connected together
and he can flick the mouse from one moniter to the next..
cool larh!

then while he's installing and cracking the LOTR
me and bryan are playing this indian game called
Carrom..
then i owned bryan for that game..
lol
duno why..
beginner's luck bah..
lol..
played 7 times,
won 7 times..
haha
then ate dinner..
bryan's parent fetch me home lor..
lol

monday: forget what happened..

tuesday: burnt the whole day with band...
had scales test..
was asked to play Bb major(2 octaves)
E minor(3 octaves)
F chromats(2 octaves)
pple said it was easy scales..
but sort of screwed up..
cos played alot wrong notes..
lol sians..

wednesday: stayed at home to slack..
and violin tuition..
played rather well for the scales i'm gg to take for exam..
prolly cos i learnt from the scales test in band..
lol..

Ok i'm lazy to update le..
shall update tmr or smth..
bye pple..

2008-08-27T22:58:00.004+08:00

I have Power sia..
today i was telling my mother
"i dowan violin tuition today.. "
"aiya just go la don't be lazy!"
"sians..."
*wishing no violin tuition*

Next hour l8r..
my mother phone sms tone..
Violin Teacher: " sry no violin today have urgent matters"

Hahaha pro right me!
I got the powers to predict and shape my future!

Then today watching drama..
then quarrelling...
then i was predicting what they will say next
and all correct! haha
but only predict 2 la..
hehe

Teacher's day coming soon..
not buying any presents
except maybe for charlott...
lol

Anw,
michelle is gg overseas this hols!
so unfair!
:(
lol
but she needs it la i think
needs some cheering up!

i'm gonna miss you truckloads too!
:D
haha

ok i'm done

2008-08-23T22:55:00.000+08:00

Why I don't have my homework
I lost it fighting this kid you said you weren't the best teacher in the school
I was mugged on the way to school and the mugger took everything I had
Our puppy toilet trained on it
Some aliens from outer space borrowed it so they could study how the human brain worked
I put it in a safe, but lost the combination
I loaned it to a friend, but he suddenly moved away
Our furnace stopped working and we had to burn it to stop ourselves from freezing
I left it in my shirt and my mother put it in the washing machine
I didn't do it because I didn't want to add to your already heavy workload
My little sister ate it
A sudden gust of wind blew it out of my hand and I never saw it again
I was kidnapped by terrorists and they only just let me go, so I didn't have time to do it
The lights in our house went out, and I had to burn it to get enough light to see the fuse box
Another pupil fell in a lake, and I jumped in to rescue him. My homework though drowned.
I used it to fill a hole in my shoe, you wouldn't want it now
My father had a nervous breakdown and he cut it up to make paper dolls
My pet gerbils had babies, and they used it to make a nest
I didn't do it, because I didn't want the other kids in the class to look bad
I made a paper plane out of it and it got hijacked
ET stopped by my house and he accidentally took it home with him

Math
I failed every subject except for algebra.
How did you keep from failing that ?
I didn't take algebra !
Teacher: Are you good at math ?
Pupil: Yes and no
Teacher: What do you mean ?
Pupil: Yes, I'm no good at math !
Dad, can you help me find the lowest common denominator in this problem please ?
Don't tell me that they haven't found it yet, I remember looking for it when I was a boy !
Teacher: Did your parents help you with these homework problems ?
Pupil: No I got them all wrong by myself !
Teacher, I can't solve this problem.
Any five year old should be able to solve this one.
No wonder I can't do it then, I'm nearly ten !
Teacher: What's 2 and 2
Pupil: 4
Teacher: That's good
Pupil: Good ?, that's perfect !
Teacher: If 1+1=2 and 2+2=4, what is 4+4 ?
Pupil: That's not fair you answer the easy ones and leave us with the hard one !
Teacher: How much is half of 8
Pupil: Up and down or across ?
Teacher: What do you mean ?
Pupil: Well,up and down makes a 3 or across the middle leaves a 0
Teacher: Now class, whatever I ask, I want you to all answer at once. How much is six plus 4 ?
Class: At once !
If there are ten cats in a boat and one jumps out, how many are left ?
None, they were all copycats !
The teacher was reviewing counting with her first-grade class.
"Jackie," she asked, "can you count to 10 without mistakes?"
"Yes," said Jackie, and she did.
"Now, Fred," said the teacher, "can you count from 10 to 20?"
"That depends," said Fred, "with or without mistakes"!
Teacher: Can you count to 10?
Jackie: Yes, teacher. (counting on her fingers at waist level) One, two, three, four, five, six, seven, eight, nine, ten.
Teacher: Good. Now can you count higher?
Jackie: Yes, teacher. (She puts her hands over her head and counts on her fingers.) One, two, three, four, five, six, seven, eight, nine, ten.
Teacher: Can you count to 10?
Fred: Yes, teacher-one, two, three, four, five, six, seven, eight, nine, ten.
Teacher: Now go on from there.
Fred: Jack, Queen, King.
Teacher: If I lay one egg here and another there, how many eggs will there be?
Fred: None!
Teacher: Why not?
Fred: Because you can't lay eggs!
TEACHER: Stella, take 932 from 1,439. What is the difference?
Stella: That's what I say, what's the difference`?
Fred: I've added these figures ten times.
Teacher: Good work!
Fred: And here are my ten answers !
Why is a dog with a lame leg like adding 6 and 7s?
He puts down the three and carries the one.
Why is six afraid of seven ?
Because seven ate nine.
What animal is best at math ?
Rabbits, they multiply fastest !
My dog is great at math.
Really ? Ask him how much is two minus two.
But two minus two is nothing!
That's what he'll answer, nothing!

2008-08-22T18:57:00.003+08:00

omg smth stupid just happened.. -_-

i was using my phone
when this weird number called me
then i answered
"hello?"
"moshi moshi!"
"uh hello?"
"moshi moshi!"
"whos this?"
moshi moshi!"
"wtf -_-"
hangs up.
wth la who prank me sia!
basket but really sounds like a jap woman sia..
basket stupid la..

anw,
was like super duper uper depressed yesterday
cos
i got back my chinese test results..

failed terribly..
argh
damn depressed
almost ... ya..
hai..
thanks to bryan
and mich
for consoling
me..
thxs alot... :)
really appreciated it..
:)

badminton lesson's starting soon..
sian tired sia..

tmr
lan
bryan+jordan+qingle
V.S
wilfred+jerome+mervyn

it was jordan who wanted to fight
he thinks he more pro than wilfred
-_-
he damn
bu zhi liang li
can!

i bet it'll just be another repeat of
jordan
V.S
weijeat
in basketball again..
haha

too bad i can't go play..
have tuition at that time 10+

bt after that doing SS project
video..
lol
all the other groups one all so good
bet ours suck like mad sia..

lol
anw my life screwed already

gg thru a hard patch
failing mostly every single thing..

i just can't cope...
gonna get top in class..
yay...
:(

2008-08-21T23:22:00.000+08:00

I swear i'm loving this song
Check yes Juliet
Are you with me?
Rain is falling down on the sidewalk
I won't go until you come outside.

Check yes Juliet
Kill the limbo
I'll keep tossing rocks at your window
There's no turning back for us tonight.

Lace up your shoes
Eh Oh Eh Ohhh
Here's how we do:

Run, baby, run
Don't ever look back.
They'll tear us apart
If you give them the chance.
Don't sell your heart.
Don't say we're not meant to be.
Run, baby, run.
Forever will be
You and me.

Check yes Juliet
I'll be waiting
Wishing, wanting
Yours for the taking.
Just sneak out
And don't tell a soul goodbye.
Check yes Juliet
Here's the countdown
3... 2... 1... now fall in my arms
Now they can change the locks
Don't let them change your mind

Lace up your shoes
Eh Oh Eh Ohhh
Here's how we do

Run, baby, run
Don't ever look back
They'll tear us apart
If you give them the chance
Don't sell your heart
Don't say we're not meant to be
Run baby run
Forever will be
You and me

We're flying through the night
We're flying through the night
Way up high,
The view from here is getting better with
You by my side

Run baby run
Don't ever look back
They'll tear us apart
If you give them the chance
Don't sell your heart
Don't say we're not meant to be
Run baby run
Forever will be...

Run baby run
Don't ever look back
They'll tear us apart
If you give them the chance
Don't sell your heart
Don't say we're not meant to be
Run baby run
Forever I'll be
You and me
You and me
You and me

2008-08-21T15:27:00.001+08:00

walao i regret gg triple science sia
super depressed larh..
failed chinese teast... yet again!
cnfrm fail emaths
cnfrm fail ss
cnfrm fail chem
cnfrm gonna get kicked out of concert
argh man

lifesucks

2008-08-19T19:01:00.004+08:00

Screw man

today
the shit mentioned that he'll kick 6 clarinetist from concert
-_-
so pissed man
only know how kick pple
duno how they feel
fuck him la
fuck that guy la
opps my bad
i meant faggot actually
fuck that fag

argh my life is screwed man
results sucks
cca sucks too
no freedom
fuck life.

sorry for the vulgarities i'm just damn pissed

2008-08-17T18:29:00.005+08:00

feel so bored today...
read geog textbook until sleep... -_-

next week there'll be
Mon:Geog test
Tues:Band
Wed:Chem Test
Thurs:Duno!
Fri:Bio Test

basket i hate school now..
last week so many test i almost died..

had ss test, where i didn't study the inference format cos i left the bloody file in school
had chinese test..
i didn't even study a shit!
argh!
i had food poisoning and spent whole day at home resting
then next day come school first thing in the morning " jing jie lai, gei ni ce yan.. "
i was like "F-! die die die die die die die! "

in the end..
really die..
half the words duno!
the zao ju also duno!
the storybook thingy too..
then went back to class with a quiet emo face
lol wadeva..

Lies are bad...

2008-08-15T22:37:00.006+08:00

A lie (also called prevarication) is a type of deception in the form of an untruthful statement with the intention to deceive, often with the further intention to maintain a secret or reputation, protect someone's feelings or to avoid a punishment.

A liar is a person who is lying, who has previously lied, or who tends by nature to lie repeatedly.

In my life, everyone's lying and i can't find who to trust.

The lies are overwhelming,
like a white blood cell,
surrounding me,
attaching their "antibodies" to me,
and finally,
engulfing me...
I'm drowned in this
deep
dark
ocean of lies.

hmm i sound emo, do i? lol

grrreat...
cos i'm in just that mood right now..

who to trust
what to believe
who to believe
which to believe
how to believe

which is the truth? which is the lie?
so many
too much

so confused
in the state of "confus-cius"
lol

argh.

2008-08-14T23:04:00.002+08:00

What a horrible experience..
just had my first food poisioning in my life..
spent hours in toilet, vomited several times..
sucks man..
special thanks to bryan mich ian sings for wishing me :)
lol will come school tmr cos i miss u! haha
argh feeling so bored now.. -_-
bt at least skipped chinese test..

was mentioning to bryan yesterday how i wished i'll get stomachache on chinese test day so don't need go to school..
then on that day i really kena stomachache!
walao..
The irony...
really regret saying that line to bryan man..
haha then bryan was like " u lucky shit! dun need go school!"
then i was like "-_- bryan dun dumb can i'd rather go school then suffer at home la walao.. basket.. lol

saw a doctor
was refrained from
drinking milk
taking spicy stuff
taking oily stuff
...
sucks man..
haha
but didn't care what doc said..
went to eat dintaifung..
sucks too..
only the xiaolongbao nice..
others all like shit..
lol
bad day bah..
lol
ok bye for now...

2008-08-10T13:19:00.003+08:00

Took a personality test today.
Don't think its rather accurate cos i'm not really ambitous... -_-

What's Your Best Quality? Your Result: Ambitious Your best quality is ambitious! People like you because you are a determined person. Once you set a goal for yourself you do whatever it takes to achieve it.
Sense of Humor
Out-Going
Loving
Intelligence
Personality

Joke:

One day two boys were walking through the woods when they saw some rabbit turds. One of the boys said, ''What is that?''

''They're smart pills,'' said the other boy. ''Eat them and they'll make you smarter.

So he ate them and said, ''These taste like crap.''

''See,'' said the other boy, ''you're getting smarter already.''

2008-08-09T18:37:00.007+08:00

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!

i'm watching the parade just now.. kinda boring..

well ok yesterday was the cross country.
had to wake up super early like 5am!

anyways the xcountry was the same as last year's ( the usual of boring-ness and waste-of-time-ness) but at least can slack.. the running was bad..
i promised to run together with jordan bryan and zaman but in the end we seperated out.. jordan was in front, bryan and zaman was behind i was in middle..

actually i overtook jordan cos he was walking but then he sprinted.. he was walking and sprinting, so quite hard to catch up...

ohya and after quite awhile i ran pass the hyemin all those! haha they run in a group..
but at least i won afew pple i know of! :) like bryan zaman and brendan!

Yesterday was 080808! wad a cool number! singru told me that 080808 this date pple will have to wait for a thousand years for it to come out again.. he said will be like 08/08/3008.
Then i was thinking in my head, what about 08/08/2108? still 080808 wad..
-_- kinda slow arh he.. bt didn't want to tell him la l8r he feel dumb.. hoho..

haha then wanted to dedicate song but stupid singru didn't bring the tickets although i reminded him like siao.. i've learned not to trust singru la.

Firstly, he said he will run with me, in the end he didn't even went to run! wth la stupid humji shit and i ran alone..

Secondly, he didn't give me the tix he put at home... stupid ass..

Thirdly, he pangseh-ed us after xcountry he dowan go lan cos he scared lose.. humji...

Ok then after xcountry we (qingle, bryan, me, jordan, jeremiah, wilfred, chetan, jerome)took a super long bus 31 trip to tampines rovers the lan to play..

But then full house so jerome chetan and wilfred went home and we went to century square watch movie Journey To The Center Of The Earth.. it was a stupid movie la!

After the show, jordan said " who the hell tell us to watch this show?!" " jingjie" "i'll kill him! " and bryan was " Was that a game or a show ar?" and yea i agree with bryan it was more of a game.. have rollar coaster all these rubbish.. hai what to do..

Then after the show we didn't know wad to do, so we went Lan!

It was finally not-full-house so we played lan.. wilfred joined us and he was super pro!

He play the awp map he was like BONG BONG! then his frag was like 54:5 or smth la walao.. and jeremiah always said he was vry pro but we found out he was actually rather noob la..

and as usual, jordan was the most noob of all..
and suddenly koks and jerome joined us playing lan..

then we all asked eh koks finish ur date already ar? haha
then i played for vry short awhile cos my mother wanted me to be back home at 5.30 cos have the ghost festival dinner...

Ok so i came home, bathed, used comp bt i slept halfway reading bleach! haha too tired man!
then my mother came home woke me up and fetched me to dinner near my ahma house there..
was so sleepy, i went up to ahma house intending to sleep..

But then there's the olympic opening thingy and my cousin and aunty was watching it and making all the WOO WAA SO COOL noises so i can't really sleep so i watch with them lor..

Ok so at 6 plus the dinner started and we went down to eat dinner..
it was chinese cuisine quite nice..

but the servings were small and the new dishes came quite a long time after so vry irritating..

then there was the auction! this year's auction was pathetic la no one really bid and the highest bidding was $1000 and mostly about $150-$250 so quite bad..

Ohya and my grandma bid on two items!
haha and she got it hoho quite cool.. every year she bid..

My mother was helping my granddad to collect the money and wasn't eating..
So i had to "deliver" the food to her.. lol her personal waiter sia..

dinner ended at 11.25 -_- so late right?!

Today is National day!
Which means....
It is go-out-day! :) haha

Went to TM again with qingle bryan jordan (small group)
met at tampines inter..

i was wearing white polo with black jeans and flip-flops.. then jordan was like WTH u siao arh jj u wear so nice then go wear slippers?!

then he keep saying and saying..
then he gave analogy! haha
he said i am like a ferraro rocher wrapping but open up inside only mentos.. ass.. haha

then we went to book tickets for the Mummy..
it was at 2, so he had 4 hours to kill so we went Lan to play and guess who we saw? lol Wilfed that Lan freak!

haha

Played CS (as usual) we played iceworld to start with..
i teamed with bryan and we were like owning!
haha i was on-form i think and i used M4 Carbine and was like headshot-ing like free sia!

haha duno wad happened to me sia..
and at the same map, qingle was also headshot-ing like free using AK but was let down by jordan who keep dying.. like free bait sia..

but then played the awp map was not vry good bryan was suddenly so pro at awp.. then jordan and qingle was using knife then me and bryan used awp and BONG BONG die!

The jordan was like super pissed keep saying OI USE KNIFE LA BASKET! then he tried to off my comp..
i was like wth dun so ji dong la its just a game man..

then qingle changed map to knife-ing map andi teamed with qingle..
knife map was so fun! haha and at first jordan was like owning the knife but duno why he start to become noob...

Played for 2hrs, then went for lunch at kfc

Then jordan saw this sight writing " For POPULAR cards member, special treat bla bla.. then they said: Just flash ur POPULAR card and get $1 discount for 2 piece chicken meal."

then jordan asked me " eh jj u have POPULAR card anot?"
"yea.. why?"
"got discount"
"but my card expire liao.."
"nvm la just gimme"

haha the jordan just flash the card and the auntie nvr check!
haha so me qingle and jordan got cheaper 2 piece meal! hoho

theni asked for original only for my meal, the dumbo auntie gave everyone.. -_- dumbass then she also duno how to collect the money sia..

During lunch, as usual, i got suan-ed again, for my so called " weird taste" keep saying wad cow crap.. F sia..
But believe me, no one matter what they say, I still love you.
okay corny stuff.. haha

Ok so after lunch we went to watch Mummy 3: Tomb of the dragon emperor..
Yea it was quite a nice show.. and abit funny too
like 8-action + 2 comedy = 10 stars Mummy movie!

hoho

lol before that yesterday my mother told me i siao..
she said: " today u watch this brendan fraser show liao, tmr still watching same actor arh? siao liao! "
lol yea quite stupid..

so after the show, jordan went to Royal Sporting House to pump his basketball..
i was browsing at the shoes.. so nice can!

I wanted to buy two footware that i saw!
gonna save up man..
i'm gg to starve myself for 10 weeks if i can.. haha
cos i wanna buy:
1) this checkered flip-flops-$20
2) this cool black puma shoes similiar to bryan's one-$132 pretty ex huh..
3) this black le coq bag looking quite nice too.. - duno what's the price..

Ok so after the pump, we went to basketball court to play..

jordan is training basketball cos he's gg to compete basketball with weijeat on monday..
he says if he wins, weijeat give jordan his psp.. if jordan lose, nth happens.... unfair right?! lol

then jordan say until he like vry pro liddat what 3-point can score like siao..
but then when playing, i think even qingle better than him la..

lol what a joke..

and i swear never to play basketball with slippers again!
regret man!

i cannot run with the slipper and keep falling down!
then even normal walking i can trip sia!
then bryan was like " woah JJ u doing ankle breaker ar? common lets ankle breaker!"

then he copied my actions..
-_- u lame shit bryan!

haha

ok then it was raining so have alot of lightning so we stopped and went home..

qingle went to cut hair at EC house.. lol jordan and bryan followed him bt i went home first to watch the parade..

came home, my sis saw me and asked me:
"eeee kor u wear skinnes arh?"
"NO LA U STUPID ASS!"
"then why so skinny one?"
"ITS SMALL LA BODOH! I WORE THIS DURING PRIMARY 5 YOU KNOW? DUMBASS!"
haha then my sister keep quiet liao..

hoho!
so shiok scolding her..

hehe..

Ok i think i'm done..
I think this will be quite a long post right? lol..
Ok i'm tired already..

I'll continue to read my bleach eh? Ok Byes! :)

2008-08-07T22:32:00.003+08:00

tmr's cross country! :) there's so many good things about it!
1) no school
2) no mr eng draggy crap
3) no band
4) can go lan
5) can go movie
6) mother won't scold :)
haha and there's song dedication too! ian bought tickets to saboh pple! i wonder who will he saboh.. definitely not me cos i'm the king and he will not dare to buly the king! haha and i wonder if singru bought the tix for me already anot... i'm gg to skip badminton lesson tmr! :) lol ok wadeva bye i'm gg to read my manga! :)

2008-08-04T21:40:00.005+08:00

heys! this is JJ the King! haha wadeva.

today after a boring day at school, 3/1 went to the old folks home! the one near cold storage.. lol so after school, we had 1 hour to slack, i wanted to go bedok corner to eat but bryan joshua jeremy all those loseaaaaassss dowan! then i dowan eat alone, so no choice go cold storage buy crap eat.. shared a ruffles with bryan, he cleared almost all -_- so fast somemore.. so no use i bought donut nt bd bt donut factory de nicer leh.. lol that place so ulu one...

Then we went to the old folks home, i was in the cleaning group so went cleaning! firstly me zaman shameer and josua was cleaning the poles and bars.. super duper uper truple luper boring! i was so glad that the cleaning ended.. didn't have much to clean anyways.. so we went interacting! i didn't know any dialect so i had a problem interacting.. but nevertheless, i tried larh...lol so i talked to uncle wang jin smth.. haha i forgot the name! so hard to rmb la! bt then we talked quite long... he's quite fun! haha bt then i asked wad wad he like to do or wad would he wan.. he said nth.. -_- ok so i tried to get his wish out bt dun hav.. too bad lor... lol

then some pple go sing the karaoke.. lol! dhimas sang the most! wa i admire his courage sia.. lol then loong ben jeremy? shuntoll and michelle also sang! lol then i was at the back with zaman all those, they keep suan-ing me sia! So many pple suan me! Got joshua, bryan, zainal, shameer, zaman zaki and even weijie was suan-ing! they keep saying wad wa she go sing ar! jj u jealous ar! -_- !!!!!! i'm a major subject for suan-ing man... sian.. :(

I feel so happy now cos i talked to uncle wang jin smth! feel so accomplished! hoho! i took a picture with him! cos koks call me then i take out my hp answer, then uncle wang jin smth asked me about it lor so i show.. lol
Here it is! lol i only took one..

Anws, I did the Bio Blood tranfusion game thingy! And I got 3/5! Haha! i tot i would fail because of the stupid bloody craps.. but NO! jj the brave overcame his fears! anyway its all just cartoon! lol Good job JJ! :D haha at least i beat some bimbo who killed all her patients! haha!

u're so pretty today!

2008-08-01T23:06:00.003+08:00

the whole week:

1) did titration full! finally... after mrs chan split the whole thing into 3 parts.. i hate wearing the goggle thing so blurry...

2) maths pyramid : kh group lose! haha so unexpected! kh u baichi!

3) got bio test today, it was * not difficult bt nt easy! haha the nt difficult part is thks to someone great! thks great person *cant say name l8r he/she kena saboh*!

4) did physics prac it was terribly boring can and time consuming too! EKK spent half lesson talking crap so i was talking to kaixiong then he keep calling me stupid :( fine la he scholar so action! haha he brag say he can speak french german chinese english cantonese teochew spainish! omg so talk crap okay! then i tell him to demo he tell me he dowan to show me his skills.. -_-!!!! stupid !!! haha

cheated in the physics prac instead of really measuring if the pin in line, i just measure another angle of incidence then draw.. haha another kiaxiong's "GREAT" idea haha

5) no money already man dammit have to pay so much money!
Here you see!
1) New Chem TB - $50
2) Band Fund - $5
3) Band file fine - $2
4) Cancer wristband thingy - $2
5) Teacher day thingy - $10
Grand Total : $69

and this is just for school! what about my lunch and stuff?! and after cross country activities?! lan?! movie?! my savings?!

2008-07-29T22:42:00.001+08:00

To the Bugger:The King is not going to budge.

To the German: Revenge is sweet.

To Her : I love you.

2008-07-28T22:39:00.004+08:00

Today's boring day.
I was mostly reading book [Scorpia] by Anthony Horowitz or sleeping in class.
Stupid dumbo alex already disturb me early in class, say wad lousy book loads of crap.. can't stand him... lol hey issit normally i'm noisy in class? cos today i quiet then michelle say i emo.. -_-
after school went eat with ian all those (as usual) then they talked about me smth smth bla bla.. quite lame i was quiet the whole while and ian say i emo.. -_- cant i just keep quiet? lol i wanna be a good and quiet boy for once! L.O.L
Anws, today i wa so so so looking foward to watch the Singapore vs Brazil match, that EVERYONE told me was broadcasted on Channel 5.. i was like 'yay yay!' switch on tv, click 2, "SO YOU THINK YOU CAN DANCE!" biggest -_- can! walao eh i want watch match u gimme dancing crap you stupid tv!!!
official: SS test is postponed! YAYNESS!!! so happy my ss sucked all the way i don't understand why the tupid s'pore government MOE invented such a stupid subject anyways... issit mean to make students fail?! tupid tupid tupid...
I'm also looking forward to this new book [BRISINGR] !!! its the third installment of the Inheritance cycle can! so excited!!!
I'm so excited la *fans myself*
Okay all Eragon fans! Here's a Excerpt ( i totally duno what does that mean- its under a vocab term called Chimolgy) from Brisingr!!!

Saphira kneaded the soil beneath her feet. Let us be off! Leaving their bags and supplies hanging from the branch of a juniper tree, Eragon and Roran clambered onto Saphira’s back. They wasted no time saddling her; she had worn her tack through the night. The molded leather was warm, almost hot, underneath Eragon. He clutched the neck spike in front of him—to steady himself during sudden changes in direction—while Roran hooked one thick arm around Eragon’s waist and brandished his hammer with the other.

A piece of shale cracked under Saphira’s weight as she settled into a low crouch and then, in a single giddy bound, leaped up to the rim of the gulch, where she balanced for a moment before unfolding her massive wings. The thin membranes thrummed as Saphira raised them toward the sky. Vertical, they looked like two translucent blue sails.

“Not so tight,” grunted Eragon.
“Sorry,” said Roran. He loosened his embrace.
Further speech became impossible as Saphira jumped again.

When she reached the pinnacle of her jump, she brought her wings down with a mighty whoosh, driving the three of them even higher. With each subsequent flap, they climbed closer to the flat, narrow clouds that extended east to west.

As Saphira angled toward Helgrind, Eragon glanced to his left and discovered that, because of their elevation, he could see a broad swath of Leona Lake some miles distant. A thick layer of mist, gray and ghostly in the pre-dawn glow, emanated from the water, as if witchfire burned upon the surface of the liquid. Eragon tried, but even with his hawklike vision, he could not make out the far shore, nor the southern reaches of the Spine beyond, which he regretted. He had not laid eyes upon the mountain range of his childhood since leaving Palancar Valley.

To the north stood Dras-Leona, a huge, rambling mass that appeared as a blocky silhouette against the wall of mist that edged its western flank. The one building Eragon could identify was the cathedral where the Ra’zac had attacked him; its flanged spire
loomed above the rest of the city, like a barbed spearhead. And somewhere in the landscape that rushed past below, Eragon knew, were the remnants of the campsite where the Ra’zac had mortally wounded Brom. He allowed all of his anger and grief over the events of that day—as well as Garrow’s murder and the destruction of their farm—to surge forth and give him the courage, nay, the desire, to face the Ra’zac in combat.

Eragon, said Saphira. Today we need not guard our minds and keep our thoughts secret from one another, do we?
Not unless another magician should appear.

A fan of golden light flared into existence as the top of the sun crested the horizon. In an instant, the full spectrum of colors enlivened the previously drab world: the mist glowed white, the water became a rich blue, the daubed-mud wall that encircled the center of Dras-Leona revealed its dingy yellow sides, the trees cloaked themselves in every shade of green, and the soil blushed red and orange. Helgrind, however, remained as it always was—black.

The mountain of stone rapidly grew larger as they approached. Even from the air, it was intimidating.

Diving toward the base of Helgrind, Saphira tilted so far to her left, Eragon and Roran would have fallen if they had not already strapped their legs to the saddle. Then she whipped around the apron of scree and over the altar where the priests of Helgrind observed their ceremonies. The lip of Eragon’s helm caught the wind from her passage and produced a howl that almost deafened him.

“Well?” shouted Roran. He could not see in front of them. “The slaves are gone!”

A great weight seemed to press Eragon into his seat as Saphira pulled out of her dive and spiraled up around Helgrind, searching for an entrance to the Ra’zac’s hideout.

Not even a hole big enough for a woodrat, she declared. She slowed and hung in place before a ridge that connected the third lowest of the four peaks to the prominence above. The jagged buttress magnified the boom produced by each stroke of her wings until it was as loud as a thunderclap. Eragon’s eyes watered as the air pulsed against his skin.

A web of white veins adorned the backside of the crags and pillars, where hoarfrost had collected in the cracks that furrowed the rock. Nothing else disturbed the gloom of Helgrind’s inky, windswept ramparts. No trees grew there among the slanting stones, nor shrubs, nor grass, nor moss, nor lichen, nor did eagles dare nest upon the tower’s broken ledges. True to its name, Helgrind was a place of death, and stood cloaked in the razor-sharp, sawtoothed folds of its scarps and clefts like a bony specter risen to haunt the earth.

Casting his mind outward, Eragon confirmed the presence of one of the slaves, as well as the two people whom he had discovered imprisoned within Helgrind the previous day, but to his concern, he could not locate the Ra’zac or the Lethrblaka. If they aren’t here, then where? he wondered. Searching again, he noticed something that had eluded him before: a single flower, a gentian, blooming not fifty feet in front of them where, by all rights, there ought to be solid rock. How does it get enough light to live?

Saphira answered his question by perching on a crumbling spur several feet to the right. As she did, she lost her balance for a moment and flared her wings to steady herself. Instead of brushing against the bulk of Helgrind, the tip of her right wing dipped into the rock and then back out again.

Saphira, did you see that!
I did.

Leaning forward, Saphira pushed the tip of her snout toward the sheer rock, paused an inch or two away—as if waiting for a trap to spring—then continued her advance. Scale by scale, Saphira’s head slid into Helgrind, until all that was visible of her to Eragon was a neck, torso, and wings.

It’s an illusion! exclaimed Saphira.

With a surge of her mighty thews, she abandoned the spur and flung the rest of her body after her head. It required every bit of Eragon’s self-control not to cover his face in a desperate bid to protect himself as the crag rushed toward him.

An instant later, he found himself looking at a broad, vaulted cave suffused with the warm glow of morning. Saphira’s scales refracted the light, casting thousands of shifting blue flecks across the rock. Twisting around, Eragon saw no wall behind them, only the mouth of the cave and a sweeping view of the landscape beyond.

Eragon grimaced. It had never occurred to him that Galbatorix might have hidden the Ra’zac’s lair with magic. Idiot! I have to do better, he thought. Underestimating the king was a sure way to get them all killed.

Roran swore and said, “Warn me before you do something like that again.”

Hunching forward, Eragon unbuckled his legs from the saddle as he studied their surroundings, alert for any danger.

The opening to the cave was an irregular oval, perhaps fifty feet high and sixty feet wide. From there, the chamber expanded to twice that size before ending a good bowshot away in a pile of thick stone slabs that leaned against each other in a confusion of uncertain angles. A mat of powder-gray scratches defaced the floor, evidence of the many times the Lethrblaka had taken off, landed, and walked about thereon. Like mysterious keyholes, five low tunnels pierced the sides of the cave, as did a lancet passageway large enough to accommodate Saphira. Eragon examined the tunnels carefully, but they were pitch-black and appeared vacant, a fact he confirmed with quick thrusts of his mind. Strange, disjointed murmurs echoed from within Helgrind’s innards, suggesting unknown things scurrying about in the dark, and endlessly dripping water. Adding to the chorus of whispers was the steady rise and fall of Saphira’s breathing, which was overloud in the confines of the bare chamber.

The most distinctive feature of the cavern, however, was the mixture of odors that pervaded it. The smell of cold stone dominated, but underneath it, Eragon discerned whiffs of damp and mold and something far worse: the sickly-sweet fetor of rotting meat.

Undoing the last few straps, Eragon swung his right leg over Saphira’s spine, so he was sitting sidesaddle, and prepared to jump off her back. Roran did the same on the opposite side.

Before he released his hold, Eragon heard, amid the many rustlings that teased his ear, a score of simultaneous clicks, as if someone had struck the rock with a collection of hammers. The sound repeated itself a half-second later.

He looked in the direction of the noise, as did Saphira.

A huge, twisted shape hurtled out of the lancet passageway. Eyes black, bulging, rimless. A beak seven feet long. Batlike wings. The torso naked, hairless, rippling with muscle. Claws like iron spikes.

Saphira lurched as she tried to evade the Lethrblaka, but to no avail. The creature crashed into her right side with what felt to Eragon like the strength and fury of an avalanche.

What exactly happened next, he knew not, for the impact sent him tumbling through space without so much as a half-formed thought in his jumbled brain. His blind flight ended as abruptly as it began when something hard and flat rammed against the back of him, and he dropped to the floor, banging his head a second time.

That last collision drove the remaining air clean out of Eragon’s lungs. Stunned, he lay curled on his side, gasping and struggling to regain a semblance of control over his unresponsive limbs.

Eragon! cried Saphira.

Isn't this nice... haha i just can't wait sia.. -_- solame...

anyways does anyone wants to learn the ancient language of the elves?
tell me i got the link to the learning website.. ( its F.O.C for kh cheapskate's FYI)
okay its time for me, The King, to go. :)
Byes.

2008-07-27T22:00:00.002+08:00

The King was requested by one of his royal subject to update. He was agreed to the humble request, so here. Haha
as you can see, i've changed my blogskin as the stupid old one, the stupid guy that created it exceeded his stupid photobucket thing, so have to change. idiot right! then i changed to this moon thingy then SOMEONE say i copycat copy her rainbow.. -_- wa moon and rainbow so related ar.. i didn't know! let's go check in my ROYAL LIBRARY. haha lames...

watching zack n cody now very funny haha.. i'm laughing even now haha.. just finished playing CS haha i'm training AK/CV47 i'm improving! so happy.. my sister wants to buy miley cyrus new album, i was like -_- miley cyrus she's a whore la so bad can.. she broke up with that nick jonas then nick jonas kindly wrote "Sorry" song to her then she go retaliate with " 7 things i hate about you" wth so mean can... whore jiu shi whore wad to do.. lol

i'm reading onemanga.com the bleach manga.. i'm like so addicted la, cos its ENGLISH! haha cos my bleach manga, the one my tuition teacher lend me, was in chinese and i had a really hard time trying to read it.. so here i go.. lol

cross country is coming out, good excuse to go out.. maybe play lan? haha

this week can die: wed-ss test, fri-bio test anything i missed out? lol

2008-07-16T21:54:00.004+08:00

nvr update for quite a long time... ok, yesterday band ended early, went katong to play cheap lan. stupid squishy boy brought us to one stupid internet cafe, no aircon and no games! only surf internet! so dumb! so we went to this mall near ian's church then got lan! 1.50 nia so cheap so we played! haha as usual i got owned... bt i improved! haha at last my deaths lesse than kills hehe so happy.. and as expected, bryan and qingle owned again.. koks was a surprise as bryan always say he noob one.. lol bryan the big fat liar! hai.. good next time i wanna go this lan again so cheap and quite lil pple.. qingle bryan gg lan again this sat bt i can't follow.. hav tuition.. ohya, a tragic thing happened.. i lost my chem tb!!! argh! have to buy a new one, costs bloodyhell $50 sia! crap! there goes my ticket to singfest man... sad...
she's like talking less to me now.. wad's wrong i dun understand.. help me..
this describes my feeling right now... :(

2008-07-09T19:19:00.000+08:00

I have no fighting spirit at all... :(

2008-07-09T19:15:00.002+08:00

How You Life Your Life You are honest and direct. You tell it like it is.
You are always tactful and diplomatic. You let people down gently.
You prefer a variety of friends and tend to change friends quickly.
Some of your past dreams have disappointed you, but you don't let it get you down.

Your Response is: Stay Calm You don't have much of a fight or flight response.
In fact, you rather do neither. You don't like getting worked up.

You are able to approach most threats calmly and rationally.
You don't let your emotions get the best of you!

2008-07-06T22:20:00.001+08:00

A gift from my Dad's subordinate..
Guess wad it is!

2008-07-04T20:06:00.003+08:00

SOCCER UPDATE!-have fun reading
Barry awaits Liverpool's next move in saga

The cat and mouse game between Aston Villa and Liverpool over the signing of Gareth Barry appears set to continue as Rafael Benitez ponders a fifth bid for the England midfielder.

Reds boss Benitez was yesterday challenged by Villa counterpart Martin O'Neill to meet his asking price, after revealing he has long accepted his captain will leave the club. Benitez has made four separate bids for the player, the latest reputed to be around £15million, but still £3million short of O'Neill's valuation. The Villa boss told his club's official website: 'Gareth has made his position clear and after that it is straightforward. 'We have put a valuation on him and Liverpool value him differently at the moment. That is what the stalemate is, it is nothing else. 'Gareth has pointed out he wants to go and if Liverpool come up and meet our valuation, he will go. That has been the case since the beginning of June when Gareth said he definitely wanted to go to Liverpool. 'We put a valuation on him and we have based this valuation on a number of straightforward issues, not least that he is actually a top-quality player.' The saga took a another bitter turn on Wednesday when O'Neill fined Barry two weeks' wages - around £80,000 - following a Sunday newspaper article in which the player severely criticised his manager's handling of the situation, claiming he had not made enough effort to keep him at the club. Then Barry was told he was not welcome at pre-season training. That situation is unlikely to change until Villa have left for their training camp next week. O'Neill said: 'When somebody says they want to leave a football club, there is not much else you can do about it. 'We had a meeting a few weeks before that, (owner) Randy (Lerner), myself, Gareth and his agent and he said that Champions League football was what he wanted to do. 'So this idea that we have not done anything in our power to keep him, I am afraid I totally and utterly disagree. Why on earth would we not want to keep our very top player at the football club when we're trying to improve? 'I think we have made steady improvement, we have gone from 16th to 11th to sixth in the league. This season we are going to try to push on from there. So the one thing you want to do is keep your best players.' Barry's position at Villa is now clearly untenable, with no prospect of him ever pulling on the club shirt again and fans turning against him as the transfer battle has escalated into bitter recriminations. Benitez, in the circumstances, would feel O'Neill will have to give way at some stage and he need not match the £18million asking price. But if that is the Anfield strategy, it is going to be a long drawn-out affair and could go to the last day of the transfer window at the end of August. That would not suit either club or the player and would cost Villa six weeks of wages for Barry that they could save by allowing the deal to go ahead. Liverpool insist they are still talking to Villa and they have not made a final offer.

2008-07-02T22:33:00.003+08:00

OMFG F1 TICKETS!!! LOOK!!! AHH!

COOL HUH?!!

2008-07-02T21:28:00.004+08:00

nvr update for quite long time le hor.. lol.. today physics retest was quite easy leh! alot pple said that it was rather easy too! sings, bryan, zaman all these agreed with me haha so happy :) can pass physics already :)

Soccer Update: Liverpool are today believed to have made a 'final' offer to Aston Villa for midfielder Gareth Barry. But reports that a final offer of £15million has been made, with £2million to come depending on Liverpool's league position next season, have not been confirmed by club sources.

ohya, violin teacher just told me, i'll be taking violin exam next year july, during my o's oral exams.. Wlao why must exam clash with o's sia.. Have to study, have to practise as well.. I already feel so stressed out now during sec 3, i wonder how will i be able to cope in sec 4?
Yes! I finally got Coldplay's latest album, Viva La Vida or Death and all his friends... Very nice I like!!! But the front cover of the album looks disgusting.. the painiting so obsene sia.. Look:Look closer if you can't see properly.. haha
Violet Hill - Coldplay
It waas a long and dark December
From the rooftops I remember
There was snow
White snow

Clearly I remember
From the windows they were watching
While we froze
Down below

When the future's architectured
By a carnival of idiots on show
You'd better lie low

If you love me
Won't you let me know?

Was a long and dark December
When the banks became cathedrals
And the fog
Became God

Priests clutched onto bibles
Hollowed out to fit their rifles
And the cross was held aloft

Bury me in honor
When I'm dead and hit the ground
A love back home unfolds

If you love me
Won't you let me know?

I don't want to be a soldier
Who the captain of some sinking ship
Would stow, far below

So if you love me
Why'd you let me go?

I took my love down to Violet Hill
There we sat in snow
All that time she was silent still

So if you love me
Won't you let me know?

If you love me,
Won't you let me know?

2008-06-30T16:46:00.001+08:00

SPAIN WON! :)

2008-06-26T19:05:00.003+08:00

i'm feeling blue today, bcos it was a bad and miserable day.
argh first day with my new seating arrangement totally.. ( i shall not be sarcastic here) sucks!!! There's no one to talk to, and with an irritating mickey mouse voice at my ear all e time, my life in class is extremely miserable... i feel so depressed today..
then today i got cramp on my leg while swimming.. so bloodyhell pain i hate the feeling.. then i was in mid pool like then no choice have to bear the pain and swim until the end.. omg so pain.. i still feel the pain now.. argh.. miserable day.. :(

2008-06-25T21:09:00.001+08:00

hello i'm back! And I totally absolutely lurvvvvvve my new sitting arrangement in class!!! Yay!!! :( :( :( (hey i'm supposed to smile!) ok :) :) :)

2008-06-19T11:27:00.003+08:00

1.What is the question you haven't found a answer to yet ?
what am i good at?
2.Do you ever turn your cellphone off ?
when i sleep
3.What happen at 10am today?
was sleeping
4.When did you last cry ?
i think when my grandma died.. long ago..
5.What is your favourite to eat with peanut butter ?
bread? i hardly eat peanut butter
6.What do you want in your life now?
many things...
7.Do you carry an umbrella when it rains or just put up your hood?
neither.. i go under other pple's umbrella
8.Whats your favourite thing to have on your bed?
pillow lor..
9.What bottom are you wearing now?
shorts
10.What's the nicest text in your inbox say?
er.. skip please!
11.Do u intend to make a relationship complicated?
no! for what?!
12.Are u wearing anything u borrowed from someone ?
No!
13.What was the last movie you caught ?
Incredible Hulk 2!
14.What are u proud of ?
i have no idea..
15.What does the oldest text in ur inbox says ?
*deleted*
16.What does the last song u sang out loud ?
Don't sing...
17.Do u have any nick name ? Tweety..
18.What does ur last msg texted says ?
stupid
19.What time u go to bed last night ?
1+
20.Are u currently happy ?
Not really..
21.Who gives you best advice ?
I, Me, Myself.
22.Do u eat whipped cream straight from the can ?
Nope. I don't buy canned whipped cream, but i eat it straight from cakes haha!
23.Who did u talk on the phone last night ?
My Dad.. he's overseas..
24.Is anything bugging you now ?
HOMEWORK!!!
25.What/who was the last thing/person to make u laugh ?
Didn't bother to remember..
26.Do u wear toe socks ?
NO!
27.Who was the last person u missed a call from ?
Yh.
28.Have u ever had ur heart broken ?
uhh...
29.What annoys u in a person ?
No idea leh..
30.Do u have a crush on someone ?
er.. hey stomachache gtg!
31.In full name , Name the Person you Love & want to be Pampered By.
My mum!
32.What is the colour of ur room?
uh.. my room's upstairs.. i don't wanna walk upstairs to check!
33.Would u kill someone u hate for a billion dollars ?
hehe i really duno..
34.Do u believe in the saying "talk is cheap"?
maybe..
35.Who was the last person who lied on ur bed ?
Me.
36.Did anyone see the last person u kissed ?
No.
37.Do u have a life ?
*shrugs*
38.Have you ever think someone died but they actually haven't?
huh?!
39.What is the reason behind ur profile song ?
no song
40.Who was the last person u saw in ur dreams ?
that's a secret.. ;)
41.The last time u smiled ?
Yesterday
42. Have you changed this yr ?
Change as in?
43.What are u listening now?
Skater Boy
44.Are u talking to someone while doing this ?
No..
45.Do u walk with ur eyes open or close?
You think leh!!!
46.Is there a quote u lived by ?
I am King.
47.Do u wan someone u cant have ?
huh?! what?!*acts blur*
48.Have u ever played an instrument ?
Yes.
49.What was the worst idea u had in weeks ?
Duno lei..
50. What were u doing last night at 11pm ?
Playing computer la obviously..
51.Are u happy with ur love life now ?
No!
52.What song best described ur love life?
Duno!
53.Does the person noe u like him ?
Hey, I tot i have stomachache? Haha
54.Who Always Make You Laugh ?
Duno lei..
55.Do u Speak Other Language other than English ?
Ya..
56.Favourite Website ?
soccernet.com!!!
57.What is Ur Middle Name ?
The King! :)
58.What are u doing tomorrow ?
No idea.. I don't have a plan..
59.What do u think u're like ?
Myself
60.Who will u choose to die with ?
Myself and only myself..
61.Where have u been today ?
Sleeping.. I just woke up 30 mins ago!
62.What games do u play often ?
Duno..
63.Who are u missing right now ?
My Dad.. He's been overseas for a year already..
64.If you have to choose between friend and love, who will u choose ?
No idea..
65.What are u doing right now ?
This
66.Which primary school are u from ?
Poi Ching
67.Name three Colour u Like ?
Black. White. Gold.
68.What Emotion You Like To Show ?
Nothing.
69.What is Ur Life To You ?
It's important.. obviously.. -_-
70.If You have Something troubling You, What Will You Do ?
Think..
71.Who did u last chat in msn today ?
Just woke up la!
72.Who do u admire most ?
My Dad.
73.Which month are u born in ?
February.
74.How are u feeling right now ?
Sleepy!
75.What is the time now ?
11.59
76.Where are u now ?
Home la!
77.What colour did u use to dye ur hair ?
I don't dye my hair!
78.Why are u doing this test ?
I have absolutely no idea! Haha
79.What do u do when u're moody ?
Sulk.
80.At which age u wish to get married ?
20+
81.Who is more important to u ? girlfriends or friends ?
Duno
82.Do u think u have enough confidence?
Never, i have a low self confidence..
83.Who is the person u trust most?
Myself.
84.Do u believe in seeing after rain?
Huh?
85.If u have a dream come true, what will it be?
Must tell you huh?!
86. What is ur goal for this yr?
B and above for all subjects..
87.Do u believe in eternity love?
Yes!
88.What feeling do u love most ?
Love
89.Do u think its global warming now ?
Yes, i'm sweating..
90.What feeling u hate the most ?
Hate.
91.Do u cherish every friendship of urs ?
Yes.
92.Do You Believe In God ?
No. I'm not christian.
93.Who Cares For You the Most ?
My Mom and Dad.
94.What do you think its the most important thing in ur life ?
Myself.
95.What are the stuffs u cant let go now and forever ?
Myself. My family. My friends.
96.What have u done & regreted doing in ur whole life?
Not studying enough...
97.What would u feel when no one no longer cares for you ?
Sadness..
98.What if ur stead two timed u?
Confrontation?
99.What do u want now?
Duno..
100.Who was the last person to hug you ?
My Mom..

2008-06-17T16:46:00.001+08:00

ohya, happy belated bdae alex! :)
i don't think he visit blogs la.. so actually no use.. haha

2008-06-17T16:46:00.000+08:00

ohya, happy belated bdae alex! :)
i don't think he visit blogs la.. so actually no use.. haha

2008-06-14T11:29:00.004+08:00

argh i want to watch euro cup!!!!!!!!! it's like so exciting lei!!!
In Group C is most exciting lor! Italy lost to Holland 0-3, drew Romania 1-1, while France lost to Holland 1-4, drew Romania 1-1! Now Holland top of group and confirmed to proceed le. And Italy and France havta play a shootout to see who can proceed. So exciting hor!!!
I'm supporting Spain, who beat e russian losers 4-1 woohoo! Villa hat-trick! Wahaha.. I think they can win e euro cup lor.. Only if i can bet.. Haha
On Tuesday: accompanied by yh to tm to buy smth 4 sm1.. then play arcade.. waste alot money on the stack stack game la!A then the crazy woman like keep screaming when we almost win.. lol..
On Friday: i think i vry humji lor walk pass there le still nvr give.. hai..
On Sat: Watched hulk at tm, offended bangla lei, then yh keep laughing at me hai sian.. i think hulk quite nice vry violent haha.. Then went zt's hse bbq then bball.. kena bullied by the big guys they vry pro... lol then vry paiseh.. lol

2008-06-11T22:12:00.001+08:00

Happy Birthday Michelle! :)

2008-06-09T20:04:00.003+08:00

This is random.
Sings, nick and ian all go malaysia.. left me in s'pore.. so boring.. i wanna go overseas !
Euro 08 has started too, but my mom didn't allow me to subscribe so too bad.. : (
it feels so much better when things are cleared up, don't u think so? i feel so much better :)

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2008-06-04T00:08:00.002+08:00

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wa not bad hor.. i tot i vry stupid one leh.. haha!

2008-05-31T22:13:00.007+08:00

kh is selling is his old jian baos!!! come come buy!!! all the lazy people come!!! hardworking people shoo shoo!!! he's also selling his old book reviews too! see free publicity bodoh!!! must pay me advertising fee leh!! or nvm, just sponsor me afew jianbaos.. haha just jk.. kh is a pathetic advisor la, until now haven't advise me yet.. haiyo! pathetic! :)
today went ikea, then saw this cashier's name called Masterra.. Sound abit like... nvm haha.. sick and wrong can.. haha.. sounds like an APNN's name...
mon is band dinner... i dun even know where the hell is the place la.. my secret garden.. wth.. michelle say is a very ooloo place one.. duno.. nvm i follow my section go lor.. sian havta walk.. why cannot call taxi? lol

Here's the " Speak GOOD ENGLISH campaign "

Hopefully, after reading these promotional posters we can improve and speak BETTER ENGLISH. it acts as a motivating factor.. shows that we can't give up on our english now.. there are people that are more pathetic than us s'poreans...
okay now my mom is complaining about the noise volume of my computer.. walao play songs so soft she still say loud leh... her scolding even louder lor...

2008-05-30T23:13:00.004+08:00

i'm so lazy nowadays cos go out all e time, so tired.. pls understand hor thx lol.. so this shall be short

Rubbish I did:

1)Got report book.. surprise cos my percentage dropped bt my class postion improved by lol! i got 18/42 yay top 20 wa so lucky haha.

2)Fri(today): home>band>grandma hse>granddad's hse>causeway point>sun plaza>giant>home

3) hmm now khoon hwa wants to be my advisor.. hmm... good choice anot? hmm i duno ar...

4) Started violin lessons le.. my E and A strings break leh, then need to buy new strings the whole set $70 can! damn ex for just afew stupid strings larh..

5) bought two new shoes and 2 new shirts

6) bought the bling bling 4 band dinner.. walao the theme sucks la why must diamond so hard

7) I think my whole section know already leh.. damn sian can.. ian everyday tease me de.. damn sian la can.. just don't tell her can already.. i dowan to tell her this way.. i'd rather face to face confession.. better horx

8) I want new computer leh... but need wait my uncle repay his loan first haha.. my uncle sucks la

9) Nothing to write already leh... I duno how to iceskate leh.. haha that was totally random ok..

10) I'm not going overseas this holiday.. sian! cos my dad busy.. wth... nvm his work is important.. cos means more money for me to spend :)

11) I better do holiday homework soon.. i will start doing it at the first week of the holidays? the first week of holidays is the last week. ok that's crap.. i don't even what's the homework le dammit...

12) Hey i started playing the clair at July, so am i still considered a sec one? haha.. hope not..

ok i'm done... ohya today the sec 1s played Raponzel with us.. then i pushed the responsibility to sherinc haha.. so bad.. yup that's me.

2008-05-28T22:24:00.002+08:00

aiyo haven been updating for quite long le hor...

2008-05-22T22:33:00.004+08:00

just did self-hypnosis.. so cool.. i stared at this wierd thingy for about 30 mins.. so relaxing i almost fell asleep.. but after that self-hypnosis, now my fingers feel so numb... but is cool! maybe before exams next time i can do..
so disappointed by results sia... i havta work harder and not slack anymore... sleep early as what kh teach me..

2008-05-21T22:46:00.001+08:00

Tmr will be an extremely long day. CONFIRM.

2008-05-21T22:08:00.004+08:00

walao.. bad mood.. results suck like wad sia... then already so bad mood right, then joshuachan come antagonize me.. wth la baskettt.. keep saying.. then he said, "You know, it seems the everyone thinks that you like her. If you're gonna keep on saying everyone talk rubbish, you'd be living in self-denial." hey joshuachan, how u know who i like? so how can u tell me i'm living in self-denial? STUPID.
damn sian... at least got interesting & juicy news frm the gravestone.. haha.. cn1r3h5 is so stupid cannn!!! hahas..

2008-05-20T22:35:00.004+08:00

Today got back results. Sucks sucks sucks can!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I want to bang head against wall liao... walao then that ass JOSHUACHAN still not satisfied with his results.. say what get 2 As only.. walao slap u la..
ok here are my pathetic results.. i know like shit la dun laugh pls! must giv me encouraging and motivating words! firstly got back Chinese.. got 58 marks.. nt that good so i hope my ca and pull it up.. then got back E.Geog.. wasn't very good too!! got 62 only.. then got chem.. got 65 marks!!!! omg omg so suck can!!!! then got the horrible terrible vegetible english... best ever!!! for passage A, this pro got 3/13. haha how pro is that!!! lol!! but overall got 54 marks.. passed! what a relief.. then emaths was a gread disappointment as well.. got 68 wth.. then amaths got 73.. finally an A althouh lousy one... ok i know my results REALLY REALLY REALLY VERY LOUSY...
i miss her... still...

2008-05-19T21:44:00.007+08:00

Omg.. i cannot believe.. tmr getting back exam scripts already so fast!!! its my doom day tmr la.. i think i did quite badly for mye leh.. then mich told me the whole level did badly.. 3/5, 3/6 only 5 pple passed phycis for each class... omg omg!!! so so so scared la.. the ocip pple flew to cambodia today.. so unfair! they dun need to take exam scripts!!! although its sooner or later, but later's better.. :(
today's vesak day, so visit temple pray... then accompany my mother go shopping haha. go plaza singapura.. it was joshuachan who told me de.. cos he said i always go out with frens, then must spend time with family.. -_- is he should spend time with fren and hang out.. so poor thing..

just realised my fear of blood is called Hemophobia.

Hemophobia, or fear of blood, is an abnormal and persistent fear of blood. Sufferers of this very common phobia dread the sight of their own blood, the sight of the blood of another person or an animal, and sometimes printed or filmed images of blood or even thoughts of blood. Blood may remind them of their own vulnerability to injury and of the eventuality of death.
Some sufferers of hemophobia experience an increase in blood pressure and heart rate. Other sufferers experience an atypical phobic reaction characterized by a decrease in blood pressure and heart rate, causing paleness and weakness. They may even faint.

There is a Way Out
Imagine what your life will be like when you know that you are not "defective". When you can be confident and at ease in situations where you used to feel your phobia. And when you can talk about your former fear symptoms as though you are describing a movie where the character is someone else, not you.

Fear Of Blood
Treatment Options

Hypnotherapy

Hypnotherapy helps to reprogram your subconscious "programs" that may be part of your fear. When these programs are "de-bugged" the symptoms of Fear Of Blood often are minimized. However, some people don't like the feeling of loss of control in allowing someone else to play with their personal "software".

Hypnotherapy is save and works fast.

Neuro-Linguistic Programming (NLP)

NLP is basically the study and practice of how we create our reality. From the NLP viewpoint, a phobia is the result of your programs or "constructs" that you have created that don't work very well. With NLP, these constructs are revealed and "re-programmed" so that the Fear Of Blood is minimized and often eliminated.

Usually the interventions are quite rapid and effective.

Cool leh.. i wanna try hypnotherapy... sounds easy and effective.. i must try.. if not that miss soh keep calling me loser so saddening la.. haha..

I miss her.

2008-05-18T16:01:00.010+08:00

haven't been updating for e past few days so update today.. Yesterday went to ziteng's hse. just realised both me n yh does stupid things, but yh worse la. Firstly, we're supposed to meet zt, kh at simei at 10, budden me and yh overslept., so they postpone to meet at 1. Then in the end it was zt and kh waiting for me n yh. Cos I took the wrong train the one to the opposite side and went to Bedok, Then yh was the same, he took the wrong bus and went to Bedok as well. Haha so stupid. Then went to eat and then play ball. Yh is like a joke la. Me too la but yh's worse. :D Then me, zt & yh playing bball at shelter, then only kh kicking the soccer ball around haha so lonely. Then after that went to rent dvd, then yh talk alot of crap to the woman. But then in the end nvr even rent one dvd cos yh no money. stupid! Then we went back to zt's hse then made him demo dota. Then we took out zt's guitar & played with it. then do summore things forgot already.. then kh went hme at about 5+. so dumb.. cos we playing the games kh also duno cos KHOON HWA ONLY PLAY BATTLEON! OMG la. So poor thing this khoon hwa. Haha Then zt's kind mother bought kfc for us eat. Then yh say eat abit enough already, budden he eat alot! lol! dumb sia..

Now joshuachan like abit sad cos he see pple always hang out with frens then he never hang out with anyone.. so sad for him.. anyone pls go hang out with joshuachan he vry poor thing.

ohya tmr is Vesak day, and also the day where the ocip pple leave for Cambodia. then supposed to follow zt to go see them off but then due to unforeseen circumstances then not going le.. so zt's angry with me.. sorry.. i'm sad too.. *deeply regrets* cannot send mich & yh off too bad :(

Ok i've nth to say already... i'll just post some stupid and random pics..
dun need to say anything, the pic explains it all. fyi the pimple-faced boy is alex and the girl is adele.
i think he(alex) looks gay leh
lmao joshua looks so nerd wearing those Mr Eng specs...
this is zainal and his pink psp. the pink psp is a love token from the TOLL BOOTH the gay.

2008-05-14T15:52:00.001+08:00

Jing, your true talent is Abstract reasoning.

Your ability to look at information abstractly means you have a rich imagination. You're one of those rare people who can mix two unrelated ideas together to come up with a great new one. Most people aren't as skillful as you are at applying knowledge outside of its usual context.

How do we know that's your true talent? While you were taking the test, we calculated your responses to each test question and rated your skills in 5 areas. You scored highest on abstract reasoning.

Your combination of strategic thinking and creativity can be an incredible value in both business and social environments.

And that's just a small part of what we know about you from your test results. You also have other hidden talents that can have a dramatic effect on your career, your life and how other people see you.

2008-05-13T22:23:00.008+08:00

I'm so bored, i feel like doing stupid things today.. Hmm, let's see.. Let people guess ok?!
LET'S PLAY A GUESSING GAME! ANSWER ON TAGBOARD!

Do they have any difference? Abit...
Do they have any similarities? Yes! Alot! Both are BIG & BLACK & FAT & BOTH IAN'S WIFE & STARTS WITH THE LETTER "S"!!!!! WAHAHAHA!

What about this? To guess this, you must be reading Sherinc's blog regularly! Haha!

I wonder who is that...
Is it Chan wearing a mask or the Fabled MaskMan from Sherinc's blog?
You'll never know..
Why not give it a try and guess? Afterall, there's attractive prize to be given off...
First prize shall be a KISS fron this attractive looking ... frog!!!
Tempting right?!!!! Come on! Give it a try and you may win the grand grand grandyist prize! Hahaha!
Thank you. This is the end of the wadeva-thingy-u-call-it. You may start tagging now...

2008-05-13T21:09:00.004+08:00

Wow blogthings quite accurate.. Haha i'm just bored nth to do then do this kinda dumb stuff...
But its accurate.. After all, left handers use more of the left brain instead of the right brain right?

You're 20% Left Brained and 80% Right Brained

The left side of your brain controls verbal ability, attention to detail, and reasoning.
Left brained people are good at communication and persuading others.
If you're left brained, you are likely good at math and logic.
Your left brain prefers dogs, reading, and quiet.

The right side of your brain is all about creativity and flexibility.
Daring and intuitive, right brained people see the world in their unique way.
If you're right brained, you likely have a talent for creative writing and art.
Your right brain prefers day dreaming and philosophy.

Lol so accurate right? I'm a left-hander, means use right brain more... So cool! I go try more quizes! Haha!

2008-05-13T19:44:00.004+08:00

Yay! Exams are over! I'm a free person liao!!! Went ian's house today til evening.. play xobx like siao.. so fun! i sucked at halo and keep getting pawned.. caleb foo the camper!! then played 2 car games.. firstly is the normal de, duno wad name its called... ALSO got thrashed.. cos my car handling sucks and i duno what is the reverse button.. haha then after awhile ok already.. it was super fun.. cos me and sings chose the fat sports utility cars.. then my fat car was called sha****, then sings's car was called **t haha!then we make fun! haha! so stupid... then we played the kungfu chaos... best game evr.. so stupid! then the winner get whoeva he want, loser get sha**** haha!

ohya, does anyone know who is ian's wife? i know! haha!

did a quiz.. am i really weird? hyemon said i'm weird... no la the quiz said i'm a normal living person. haha!
You Are Fairly Normal (haha see? i'm normal!) You scored 45% normal on this quiz

Like most people you are normal in some ways...
But you aren't a completely normal person. You're a little weird too!

Why You Are Normal:

If given the choice, you would choose to have more money over more time

You prefer fiction to non fiction

You would rather be an astronaut than a movie star

You think glasses can make someone more attractive

Why You Aren't Normal:

You'd rather have cockroaches than rats in your home

You prefer a good nap to a good meal

You prefer flat potato chips.

You would rather be tan than pale

You prefer your family to your friends

Yay i'm fairly normal!

If You Were Born in 2893... Your Name Would Be: Laif Galt

And You Would Be: The Destroyer of Earth

Haha so cool right?!!! Destroyer of Earth! Haha! Please don't hate me.. Its just that this earth needs a little cleaning up..
Hehe..

2008-05-12T21:49:00.004+08:00

yay. its the second last day of exams in reality.. In my mind it hav been long over.. i'm a slacker rmb?!! anws, tmr going to ian's house play dunowad. Then sings was so pervertic. he sms~ed me, " ian said we can cum to his house, yay! " wth singru! u n ur corrupted mind.. lol..

ok.. maths paper was rather easy to alot people but NOT ME! then people ask me, " why ar? so easy wad? " yea its easy to me, only if i can just forget the fact that i lost 9 STUPID MARKS in it right?! stupid me..

hmm.. it seems secret's leaking.. duno why.. lol.. ohwells... duno why so many people know.. -_-
who's that ass that leak?! duno.. -_- ohwells...

I'm so into this stupid band.. called the Beatles! lol! old songs.. very nice blues.. cos i digged up my dad's old cds and found the ENTIRE collection of Beatles songs. he's a huge beatles fan.. lol so he influenced me liao.. lol.. but the beatles's songs are all very weird.. especially e later albums.. like e magical mytery tour all those.. their lyrics damn funny and dumb, but its all nice to hear.. no wonder they so famous... weird lyrics, eg. The walrus: Yellow matter custard dripping from a dead dog's eye
Crabalocker fishwife pornographic priestess
Boy you been a naughty girl, you let your knickers down
I am the eggman, they are the eggmen
I am the walrus, goo goo goo joob

Sitting in an English garden waiting for the sun
If the sun don't come
You get a tan from standing in the English rain
I am the eggman, they are the eggmen
I am the walrus, goo goo goo joob goo goo goo goo joob

Expert textpert choking smokers
Don't you think the joker laughs at you? (Ha ha ha! He he he! Ha ha ha!)
See how they smile like pigs in a sty, see how they snied
I'm crying

Semolina pilchard climbing up the Eiffel Tower
Elementary penguin singing Hare Krishna
Man you should have seen them kicking Edgar Alan Poe
I am the eggman, they are the eggmen
I am the walrus, goo goo goo joob goo goo goo joob
Goo goo goo joob goo goo goo joob
Goo gooooooooooo jooba jooba jooba jooba jooba jooba
Jooba jooba
Jooba jooba
Jooba jooba

2008-05-11T13:37:00.005+08:00

It's e Holidays!
My Holiday Resolution
Slack
Sleep
Watch more movies wif frens
Go out more wif frens
Buy new shoes cos all spoil
more p1r8t3d dvds (opps!)
learn back violin
learn back badminton
........
Nth else oredi! I'm a boring person..

2008-05-09T23:46:00.006+08:00

Wa i'm so screwed for physics!!! The section C i think i lost about 20marks already.. Die already.. Why must the Sick Old Man set so hard paper? Damn u Sick Old Man.. Haha what a boring post about me screwing in practically almost everything.. I bet A.C.G.L(A Certain German Loser) and the Booth thrash us la. Go to hell la loserssssssssssss....... I hav only myself to blame ma.. Who cal me to be Mr Slacker de? Haha..
Ohya, the tweety that my section bought for me on my bdae has finally got a name.. Haha.. A stupid name.. Hee..

Ohya hyemon the gravestone is evil! She purposely feed me those korean mv!!! She know i cannot resist de!!! Grrrr.... Dumb Gravestone!!! Cos my physics to suck... Haha jk la i shouldn't blame u for letting me see the mvs.. But very nice leh!!!!!!!! Eh hyemon lemme see more photo also!!!!
Gravestone!!!

2008-05-07T18:48:00.009+08:00

Ok, 6 more papers to go. The worst (chinese) is already over! I find chinese easier than expected. I know how to write all the words but i got 3 wrong for the close passage.. Nvm its only 3 marks! Stay optimistic.. But i think i'm screwed for chemistry. So difficult! Who set the paper ar? Screw all the chem teachers la! I didn't know how to do afew for amaths either.. Die.. I need a miracle to do well...
Vell.. these few days r nt vry good days.. then she's also nt talkin t me.. feel so depresed... withdrawal symptoms... I wish i culd escape.. Take me away frm tis horror ground.. (And you joshuachan stop saying i emo hor.... like u're mr sunshine-_- oh pls... gimme a break..)

N.B
There's a place that i go that nobody knows,
where the river flows and i call it home.
And there's no more lies in the darkness there's light
and nobody cries, there's only butterflies.

Take me away, a secret place
a sweet escape, take me away
Take me away to better days
take me away, a hiding place

2008-05-04T23:43:00.003+08:00

Ah sian.. studied but can't get anything into my head.. so i slacked.. ah i'm so bored..
Question of the day : " Why are girls so small gas? Why ar michelle? Lol. "

Mr Slacker

2008-05-03T22:54:00.005+08:00

Mr Slacker: "I am going to slack slack slack thru the exams and until the exams over, i shall continue to slack. Who cares about exam?! Slack, watch tv, sleep, play computer, watch movies tillllllllllllllll the Exams... Yay! You can call me Mr Slacker."

2008-05-01T23:25:00.002+08:00

Crap.. I got stomachache... but i have only myself to blame... I saw a fly flying into my soup, but then i continued to drink.. So stupid la...

2008-04-30T18:13:00.002+08:00

"Boohoo" at me, i'll "Boohoo" back at you.
That was very random.
Study time.

Someone's driving me nuts.

2008-04-29T22:59:00.007+08:00

You're driving me nuts. I tried to help you, give you advice, suggestions... But what you do? You don't even listen, and just randomly say " ya lor boohoo..." Is that the only thing you know how to say? Then, without listening to me, u just ask another stupid question. You don't care what i say. I'm just being stupid, wasting my time and effort, where i'm supposed to do work, sms-ing you. Do you know how naive you are? Even the hyemon gravestone agrees with me. Stop being a baby la, you're already 15. Stop driving me nuts. It may seem harsh, but I'm going to ignore your stupid messages from now onwards, I don't care.

Don't be a baby.

2008-04-27T22:48:00.005+08:00

Ahh, I think i'm going to do badly for MYE lor. I'm like the slackest person in 3/1 larh. Slack slack slack slack slack.
Ohya, i got a job.
Occupation: Slacker. Job responsibilities: Slacking. Salary: Slacking forever.
Yay slack!

Does she like someone else? Crap.

2008-04-25T17:32:00.004+08:00

Here I am, blogging, because Michelle told me to. Ok lor, u want me to blog, i blog lor.
Blogging
Blogging
Blogging
Blogging
Blogging
Blogging
Ok done. Happy? Haha!

Ok la, today was english and Chinese compo. I think i die for Chinese gong han leh, because EVERYONE wrote about 2 pages for gong han, i'm the only person who wrote one page. Die lor, content sure fail de... For English compo, i choose the "Fears" topic. Then i wrote about my personal fear lor. But i think i wrote out of point.. I wrote about my fear, not fears in general.. Then i combined Exposition+Narrative+Personal Recount in that essay. You think if it's alright? Alot pple told me cannot, sure die, only Michelle told me can. Yay thanks for the words of consolement.. really..
Then due to the fact i wrote one page for gong han, I got alot of time, and when i finished, i got half an hour left, so i slept on the table. Quite hard to sleep, the table's so hard, and so hot as well. Then michelle told me she sleep during the english compo, in the hall. So not fair! The halls' so cooling with the air con, and i chose to sleep in the hot classroom!! I feel so stupid. I am. Not. I am bored. I am. Yes.

Quote of my day: "I know that its not the true meaning, but I'm happy nevertheless."
Please don't try to guess Michelle, u confirm cannot guess de.

2008-04-22T22:20:00.002+08:00

Hi, I'm Jing Jie.
Anyone who know me, i have a message, :"It's nice to meet you. See you no more." Today: H.J.J died.
Venue: School Hall
Date: 22/4/08
Time: 15.34 pm.
Cause of death: Chinese Aural( I refrained from using word "oral" as may be interpreted wrongly) Exam.
Fatal flaws: JJ offended the Mdm Horse.
Mdm Horse: " Ni you hen duo cuo zhi wor."
JJ: "Ya lor lao shi, yin wei wo hen jing zhang. Wo kan dao ni de lian hao pa ren."
WTH! Starting already offended teacher! Confirm death.

OK enough crap. But seriously, i flunked my chinese aural exam. Better work hard on the paper 1 & 2.
Updates: Chinese test 53.5/100. Lose to Michelle. Win chan. Poor chan, failed 3 times in a row. *Sympathy written on face*
NAFA Test: 2.4km run. Got 14.44. Failed by 4 DAMNED BLOODY SECONDS!!! Could have gotten better lor. I slacked a little, because i thought there's still time, then zainal, yujian and Alexandra all behind me. Stupid JJ.
I think no more already. Fed-up. Then there was caning in hall today, but we didn't get the chance to see. Grr...
Then duno why, my left shoulder hurts alot. Must be Toll Booth's fault larh, everyday "dude" me. But seriously, it hurts. Maybe injure the thingy inside or something. Lol. Loser.

Oh, today, at certain time, i was very happy. Because of those few words Ya's said, and although I know its not the true meaning, i'm happee nevertheless.
Bye.(I'm not dead yet.) *hears my subjects heaving a sign of great relief and saying:"yay! The King's not dead yet! Long Live the King! Ling Live the King!"*

Bad Hair Day!

2008-04-20T17:44:00.009+08:00

Yay! I got bad hair day!
A Poem (created by Huang Jing Jie)
Name: My Sucky Hair
Hair look like dog,
so kena caught.
Shit looks like my hair,
a wig, i should wear.
How i face the class,
i should wear a mas.
So please don't laugh at me.
I won't be happee.

Okay, i know the poem sucks, but i took 10 mins to think okay!!!

Ok, lets look at my new hair and hurl hurtful insults and criticism lor...

Before: (longer hair)

After:

Ya la sucks la. Laugh all you want lor..
I'm sad.

2008-04-18T22:56:00.008+08:00

Today was a Sad, then Happy day.

Sad:
Today i failed NAFA test.
Pull-up: 0 So loser l, even chan did 2. I feel so useless. Then they say i try to do that time very funny actions. Sian. :((((((((((( Sian! :((((((((((( ( Bad impression liao)
Then there is the A Maths test. I completed the test in 20 mins. Left 10 mins, i checked, then i sleep awhile.. But after the test i found out i got the last question wrong!!!!! 4 marks!!!! WTH!!!!
Die again...

Then at giant, it was so boring! Played UNO all the way, can die. At first we were seated quite behind, with the 3/3 people, then i sms-ed ian even though we were 3 feet away. Stupid haha.
Then duno why shifted us to the front, no one there, all sec ones, so i was bored. They were playing UNO, i was stoning. Then jeremy have to snap his fingers so many times to un-stone me.

Happy:
Ohya! I made a great discovery today! Hahaha! Z****l liked somebody, most probably a PSL!!! Hahaha! Cos afew PSL walked pass, then shameer looked at Z****l, then Z****l was looking closely, then quickly making his hair, pushing his specs or something... Haha! Then shameer saw me observing them, he laughed at Z****l, then Z****l was like embarrassed. Hahaha! I think I know who is it le. Wahaha!
Gonna ask him tmr!
Ohya, Ya talked to me today, even though she's so busy!!! Not going to details, cos i know a certain Joshua Chan is poking his nose around!

Reflection: Do i have the courage to say?

P.S i know this post sucks...

Everything about you is perfect.

2008-04-17T21:26:00.001+08:00

I think i found the one for me.
Cute, pretty, chubby, cheerful, full of life, bubbly.
Everything about you is perfect.